Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 749 Another Hard Winter

"...You should know all this by now, but I was also shocked when I first saw it. You are much smarter than I thought."

"…Do I really exist?"

"Well... everything in this world has an agent. In our world, there are gods that are completely opposite to the gods. Let's put it this way, just like darkness and light are inseparable, you are not referring entirely to despair, you are referring more to cruelty and madness, just despair, willing to sacrifice one's body..."

"...Our existence would make that world terrifying, right?"

"That's indeed one reason for exiling you. Another reason is that you almost killed Hope with your own hands. Without Hope, the world will become terrible. Hope is now an empty shell. The real Hope is hidden."

"Noling Laner, right?"

"..."

"Your silence proves that I was right. If it's as I expected, the person who has always been by my side is the one who hopes that everything will turn out better for me. That's why he's willing to let me change. You are someone who is willing to believe that everything can turn out better, because that is hope."

Not having a correct understanding of the world, thinking that the world will become a better place, and thinking that everyone in the world is a good person, this is the kindness of hope and the common problem of hope.

Hope is very weak. Hope is everywhere, but it is always elusive. How interesting...

"He gave you everything. He treated you like his own child. Seriously, you and despair shouldn't be together, but he loves you very much. This is why."

"...Thank you very much, I like it. I am also very grateful for your likes."

"..."

"what happened?"

"I won't talk to you for a long time. Alas, your body can't sustain the energy supply for my daily conversations. I need a good rest to reduce the burden on my body. I don't want to look like an artificial idiot like before..."

"Though it's not much better now."

"When did your mouth become so poisonous?"

"I thought you knew I'd always been like this."

Be gentle to children, be gentle to partners, be gentle to students, and be gentle to you, a guy I don’t know who you are, or maybe even myself. There is no need for us to be gentle. Gentleness is not for ourselves, and there is no need to pretend to be gentle to ourselves.

How long had passed, slowly and quickly? He started coughing up blood again, this time with increasing intensity.

Unless there is a way to temporarily stop time, there is probably no way to make all this end.

Has everything come to a worst-case scenario?

"..."

It was too cold in winter, and I didn't want to go out. I just stayed in my room quietly, with the fire crackling in the stove...

The wet trees exploded after burning, and the flames and smoke kept rising. The coughing became more and more intense. I put on two coats, but I was still very cold.

"This winter is so cold..."

After saying this, she combed her hair again, letting it hang long and loose, just like before.

"Mom, I'm here..."

"Hey, you're here?"

I really didn't feel like doing anything, but I still forced myself to smile. I couldn't be too cold to the child. The child seemed to notice my physical condition and looked at me worriedly.

"...Didn't Mom take her medicine on time?"

I have taken the bitter medicine on time. If there is no one around, I will take the medicine quietly. If there are close people around, they will complain that the medicine is too bitter before taking it, but if it is me, I will pinch my nose and drink it.

"I've already eaten. The God said my illness seems to be getting worse. It's probably a leftover from the winter. I feel a bit cold..."

"The doctor said it could be adjusted slightly. The two herbs in it would be better to replenish the blood, but those two herbs are hard to come by in winter."

"Have you found a doctor for Mom? That's amazing! Little Eldana..."

The voice couldn't hide the weakness.

"When will mom get better?"

"It's just a little bit tough this winter, just like last year."

The child's warm body temperature seemed to dispel a lot of coldness, and this winter didn't feel so cold anymore. The big coat was draped over the child and myself, and the child sat on my lap and my hair was stroked again and again.

"Mom, when winter is over, how about we go see the flowers together?"

"Um……"

When winter is over, everything will be better. It's a bit hard to endure this winter, just like those seriously ill people who are afraid they won't survive the winter. Winter is too cold, and too hopeless...

"Is Mommy sleepy again?"

"Hmm? Mom has been feeling a little down lately and sleepy. Let's take a nap..."

"The doctor said I should move more, and Mom has been eating less and less lately..."

"Um……"

"Nolinxi, are you in the room?"

"God, please wait a moment. I'll open the door..."

"Mom, don't move, let me open the door."

There was a light snowfall this morning, and some snowflakes were on the god's hair. He shook off all the snow on his body at the door, and then took off his coat outside before entering the room.

"How's the status?"

After winter comes, the gods always come to visit every half a month. I don’t stay for long, but it is already amazing that they can take time out of their busy schedule.

"I'm okay……"

"Mom, I'm going back first and will come back later." Don't disturb your mother's chat with her friends. Your mother likes to chat with gods very much. If you are present, she will find it difficult to say some things.

"Well...it's too cold outside, put on some clothes before going out. You were frozen when you came over just now..."

Tie the child's cloak tightly before letting him leave.

"You really love her."

"Well," he sat back down after closing the door, looked into the god's familiar eyes, and smiled, "I love my child very much. He is a gift from God..."

"I think I understand why you think some things are more important than life. It's really beautiful, isn't it?"

"Hmm...it's wonderful. Recently, more and more people have been concerned about my health. They wish I would fall down and take their place."

"Their ambition is a little too obvious. Undisguised ambition will end up killing them."

In front of the gods, you can easily talk about things that only adults can talk about. The gods can understand you, know you, and trust you.