Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 748: Another World, What is My Nickname?

Time passed quickly, but the body still had not recovered to its original state. Nuolinxi felt an indescribable sadness...

Why is this happening? Why isn't my body good enough?

Looking at myself in the mirror, I still have the same face as before, but it is painful... The wound can no longer heal quickly, as if I have become an ordinary person again, but my body tells me that without you, I am still the cowardly, useless guy who needs help...

Holding the sword, I spoke softly to it, "Can you respond to me?" No words...

"What's wrong with you?"

"..."

"?! What's wrong with your body?!"

The other party's voice was almost screaming, and it was rare for him to lose his composure like this...

"So I came to see you. I also feel very strange. There is something wrong with my body more than I thought..."

"...Let me explain. Your body was infused with an extremely strong force in a short period of time, almost reshaped into a human form. Your body isn't completely intact, and it can recover quickly, but if you suffer a serious injury at once, it will recover more slowly... just like an ordinary person."

"...I also suffered some injuries in the dead zone."

"Do you really take your life for granted?! Your body is in such a mess, yet you still want to help others. How come I never thought you were such a saint before..."

"...I'm sorry, I did something wrong. I'm sorry for making you unhappy..."

Expressing one's emotions like a child, I have to say that the other party seems to really buy into it. Although he has a bad personality, he is always willing to listen when you speak nicely.

"Who made me like you so much? Well, your body won't be healed for the time being, but don't worry, you won't die for the time being..."

"...Thank you so much, my dear little cutie."

"? I just helped you! Is this how you treat me? This is too much, I hate it!"

"Don't you like me calling you cutie? Or do you prefer me calling you darling? Wouldn't that be a bit too intimate? But you are indeed a very important person to me."

The other self is of course a very important person.

"I think you're cute too, and I love you very much... Would saying this make you unhappy? It's amazing. I love you so much I'd die for you. Saying this would be very painful, wouldn't it?"

"You're willing to die for yourself, not for me."

"Well, that's not wrong."

I am willing to do it for another self, because no matter what, as long as I am alive, it is enough.

"Will you live well?"

"Anyway, if you're happy, I can feel the same happiness. Of course, I also hope that you will get better and better. By the way, what's dessert today?"

"Lemon Tart."

"I don't like things that are too sour, but that's just how I like it now. I hope I can enjoy my meal today. Good night..."

"Am I a complete lunatic?"

"...I don't think it counts. After all, everyone would make similar decisions after going through that. At least I didn't become the person I hated the most."

“Does the future you see really exist?”

"Hmm? Anyway, it's anchored by words, but maybe it will change the future I see. It's like a movie, but my life is faster than yours. I can see the life three times faster than the one you're living now..."

"...Has my future changed in the slightest?"

"Everything is the same as before. This is the best outcome I can see. I have changed some things, but the ending is getting worse and worse. Maybe sometimes compliance is the truth of everything."

“Will I drink this glass of water today?”

He picked up the water glass and stared at the reflection in the sword.

"Finally you drank it."

I put the cup back where it belonged and didn't choose to drink it.

"The future has changed a little bit, but it won't cause any major problems..."

"I didn't drink the water in the end, right? The future you see can change, but you don't want it to change because you think the ending is good enough."

"Hmm~ That's right, this is the best ending I've seen. I've changed my fate many times, but fate has never shown me mercy. I've thought about this for a long, long time. By the way, you must be very tired now."

I was indeed feeling sleepy, but I forced myself not to fall asleep. But should I really rest now? Or should I really not drink that glass of water? Perhaps this was because I had seen the future, like everything wanted to return to the starting point. The moment I thought about it, I had already entered a state of superposition...

"Everything I tell you is always the truth. It's just that sometimes I use some special methods to hide a small part... This is normal. The adult world is not as beautiful as in fairy tales. There will be some lies. Of course you can understand this, right? After all, you are me. Of course you understand, and of course I understand too."

"..."

"Don't be unhappy, my other self. Your strength isn't weak. It's just that part of you needs to keep your body alive, so you appear even weaker. With enough time, you will grow to a point where they will all be terrified..."

“…What will I become?”

"On that planet... or rather, in that cage designed specifically to imprison you, if you make even the slightest mistake, the entire world will be destroyed by your wrath..."

“Is your body yours?”

"This sword isn't complete. It's made up of me. After all, if I used all my strength to give it to the sword, there wouldn't be much of me left. But I am a combination of strengths. They can't destroy my existence, so they can only use this method to separate us..."

"In the memories I saw, you weren't..."

"I admit... my soul is indeed in the sword. This sword is a relic, but it's not entirely me. If I had to put it bluntly, it's probably terrifying and despairing..."

"The body in my memory is another person, right?"

"Well... I knew you wanted to ask this question a long time ago. His body, my soul, your heart... We make up who I am. Apart from that heart, everything else is our ability and strength to adapt. Our power is endless, and our strength sweeps across every tragic place..."

The strength and despair born out of pain are the best nourishment.

"In that world, am I meant to be—despair?"