svetikya Chapter 750 I hope you are well
Chapter 750 I hope you are well
"They didn't witness your aging. They wanted to take away your rights, but what I heard from them was a different truth. They thought they could control my eyes, but they forgot that the eyes of life are everywhere."
"The eyes of life are everywhere. They want to cover your ears, hide your eyes, and block your mouth, forgetting that you can see and hear everything they least want to know... God, do not let your mouth be blocked so that you cannot speak, do not let your eyes be covered so that you cannot distinguish between good and evil, and do not let your ears be blocked so that you cannot hear."
"You've been wanting to tell me this for a long time, but you're only saying it now because you feel you won't live long, right?"
The words of the gods are indeed so serious and heart-wrenching. It is because they feel that they will not live long that they say these things bluntly.
"Does the immortality in me still exist?"
"...It's a very special thing. Theoretically, I can't find anything else that can be called a curse that completely matches it..."
"I was allowed to die. I don't know when it was granted. Perhaps the abyss thought my sins had been atoned for."
"...So you really gave up hope of living, rather than giving up a better body."
Well, that's the answer to the question.
"I don't think my life is more precious than anyone else's. This is normal. She is a life, and so am I. I can't waste her life just to live a normal life."
"Although there is no hierarchy of lives, comparisons can be made. You've always understood this, but you're unwilling to put your own life above others. You think this is wrong, and I think it's wrong too. The right choice only occurs in very rare circumstances."
"I've been wondering why I came to this world. I just learned something about my past. Do you want to hear it?"
"Ok?"
"...I learned this a long time ago, and I didn't hide it from you. It's just that I didn't want to say it at the time. I was born to make this world more painful. Do you understand me?"
"You make this world a much better place, and those guys are different, so I believe that even if it means hurting others, you will try your best not to hurt those innocent people. After all, you have been helping many people over the years."
"...How much do you trust me?"
"If you have a reason to assassinate me, I will ask first, rather than sentence you to death. If I deem the reason sufficient, I will pardon your sin."
"That's terrible. You trust me so much."
The god's trust is real, and he truly believes that he can change many things. But is this trust normal? Can this trust really be like this?
“…I trust you because you are my friend, and I trust you because you can do everything well.”
Do I really deserve such trust? I fell into deep thought again, worried that I was not worthy of the trust of the gods, and even more worried that I could not do my best. This is normal. People always spend their lives comparing themselves with each other, just like always worrying that they are not good enough, but compared to others, they are already good enough.
Maybe none of them are good enough, but other people are completely inferior to me. It's like choosing a less bad one from a bunch of bad ones. This is normal. Life is like this anyway, unsolvable and sad. All this is the answer to fate, isn't it?
"I will be worthy of your trust. If one day I draw a knife against you, please kill me. I am not sure if I will be a madman. I want to tell you all this."
"...I will, my dear friend, but I will lock you up first and let your sanity recover before letting you go. If there is really no other way, I will choose to end it."
When all other options have been exhausted, the worst option will be chosen. This is the end of everything, isn't it? This is the end...
"Is there anything else you want to say?"
"I just think that sometimes there are things that are more important than life. I think everyone should always remember you."
"Gods will be remembered forever. Even the weakest gods will be remembered by people, so there's no need to say these things to me. It's people who are easily forgotten. Of course, I don't want you to be forgotten either."
"My name has become a legend and a hero in fairy tales. It's not easy to forget."
"Well let's hope so, because I'm sure you have anything else you want to complain about?"
"Recently, some guys have been trying to attack the children. I've already gone to trouble them, but due to health reasons, I can't go there in person..."
"Give me the list. I believe those guys will do a good job. If they don't, you can carry out a wave of layoffs and cleansing as you said."
"When a place can be passed down from generation to generation, it's very sad. If everything is not cleansed, then there will be problems. I am still the same, the competent ones take the place."
When a position is filled with incompetent people, this place will be very uncomfortable and what is needed is for the capable to take the position.
"Of course, just like every great sage is appointed by the most capable."
You won't say that in the future. Some fools have become great sages...
"Of course I believe in you, my God."
Of course I believe in you, my God, I believe every word you say, I believe your promises, I believe your feelings for me, I believe everything that should not be believed, just in exchange for your trust in me.
"I've gone to see another doctor. He'll be here tomorrow. They say he's a very famous physician from another country. He might be able to shed some light on your condition."
"Well...thank you very much."
"Have a good rest, it's too cold outside."
Strength was slowly injected into me, and I felt no more pain in my heart. It was so warm, like a warm embrace, just like my mother...
My mom wouldn't do that to me.
For gods, it is more like the love for a mother, a mother who does not exist.
"My Lord God, you must be remembered forever, and you must have eternal happiness. This is the promise I make as a believer and someone who loves you..."
"Thank you for your love, I love you too."
The god's presence ushered in the wind and snow. How many people will remember the traces of their journey? I don't know, but I hope everyone will remember, not forget. Perhaps there is a way...
Would you trade everything for a result? Of course you can.