Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 708: Can natural disasters cover up everything?

Brunolinsi possesses love, controls love, and indeed does not know how to share love.

I didn’t learn how to share love, I only learned how to accept and give condescendingly.

Most love shouldn't be like this, but the puppets and children haven't learned it, so it's understandable that they have low emotional intelligence.

"My mother said that love is sharing, but I don't want to share love, especially my mother's love. My mother's love... is too beautiful."

It could be delicious honey, or it could be deadly poison if swallowed. But it doesn't matter. Even if it's poison, I'll swallow it whole. As long as it's something given by my mother and filled with her true love, I'll swallow it completely...

Is this attachment normal? It's normal, after all, it's a child, for his mother, after all, it's a child, for someone he loves forever, connected by blood. It's normal, right?

"Mom shouldn't belong to me alone, but she can give me more of her love. Is that how it should be? I really like the way Mom looks at me..."

The doll looked at itself in the mirror. It had a face that was almost exactly the same as its mother's. It reached out and touched the face covered with a layer of skin. It inexplicably felt that this face was extremely ugly and was so different from its mother's.

Mom is the best person in the world, at least much better than me. The doll has learned human morality and feels deeply guilty about it.

I know it's wrong to want to monopolize someone else's love, but I can't control my thoughts...

Controlling desires is difficult for puppets. Desires are more like the instinct for survival. If they want to go against the instincts of their bodies, they have to kill themselves first.

Possessiveness isn't unique to humans; similar emotions certainly exist, but people just don't know how to express them...

When you tell others everything about yourself and there is a possibility that you will be attacked and hated, will you still move forward without wavering as you did in the beginning?

"...Swallow it, swallow those disgusting emotions. Don't make Mom unhappy. Mom is already feeling very uncomfortable. Mom's illness has been tormenting her. Don't make Mom feel uncomfortable..."

The puppet muttered to itself, feeling tears streaming down its eyes. They were tears, right? They should be. Dolls can cry too. How interesting...

Will I cry? I’m already crying. What an interesting answer.

Nuolinxi was enjoying the rare sunshine today. There were too many cloudy and snowy days this winter. The whole winter seemed to be covered by thick clouds, without a single ray of sunshine. But today the clouds finally let in the sun's rays, and slowly revealed a small part of them.

“…The sun is so beautiful.”

It was really beautiful to say this calmly. I hadn't heard the sound of rain for a long time, and I was looking forward to the arrival of rainy days. But when I heard the sound of raindrops falling on the floor of the room at night, I suddenly sat up.

As expected, a hailstorm, a hailstorm every night, huge hailstones killed most of the seeds that were planted with great difficulty this year, and broke the branches of the fruit trees...

"……it's a pity."

This sudden hailstorm without any warning has made the future of those fruit farmers next spring uncertain.

Most fruit trees with broken branches cannot grow back in one year. They need longer time to settle. Some fruit trees were even killed by hail, even though everyone is working hard...

It has been a long time since I last came to the street as Nolinxi. Today I saw many people selling fruit trees.

Many trees died due to cold waves and hail. The only use of these trees was to cut them down and sell them as charcoal. This was the only way to reduce the losses, but everyone was sad and reluctant to let go.

"...Sir, are you going to buy some of the finest fruit wood? These are apple trees, perfect for burning incense..."

“…How many people died?”

"One-third, and even more fruit trees won't be able to bear fruit next year. It'll take at least another year for them to recover, and the amount of fruit they produce will be even less. What a shame! We're really unlucky this year, aren't we?"

There was despair in his tone. He quietly watched the other person's pain and despair, then returned to the room and began to calculate the area affected by the disaster.

Most crops were damaged as a result. The thin greenhouses were unable to block the hail, so the prices of medicines and food would rise for a long time to come.

"Nolinxi..."

"Mysterious Lord, what's up? I'm currently calculating the number of people affected and the economic losses. This hailstorm is so fast..."

"what do you want to do?"

The god keenly felt that the other party had thought of some methods, but the decision of whether these methods could actually be applied was still up to him.

"I'm calculating how much fruit trees I can buy... The damage to cash crops will be even more severe, especially trees. Hail can easily break branches and even kill trees. Most fruit farmers can't rely on one year's harvest to survive for two years, which means there will be a large number of people unemployed and bankrupt."

"This is a natural disaster..."

"Hmm... natural disaster sounds so nice, but a natural disaster can easily take away so many things..."

People today are completely defenseless against the elements. Even with the protection of gods, they still live cautiously. Who knows how many happy families will be destroyed by a sudden hailstorm in the future...

"how do you want to do it?"

"Buy more of the remaining fruit trees after they've been damaged, and then set up a fund with a 2% annual interest rate, payable in a year. Lend it to those in urgent need, so they can get through this urgent situation..."

"You can't come up with that much money."

"...I have something valuable that I haven't sold yet. Do you remember my most important patent?"

"...Ultimate Potion Mixing? Seven Elements Alchemy. These two books are not for sale because the techniques are too difficult to learn. But if you really want to..."

"Someone will always produce something of inestimable value that will overturn the entire world."

"I agree with sharing knowledge, but please understand that not everyone will be able to learn it. The recent fiscal revenue situation is not optimistic, and the growth rate is very low, which means I can't spend too much to acquire this knowledge..."

"As long as I can solve this urgent problem, that's all. God, thank you very much for being willing to cover for me~"