svetikya Chapter 707 I was actually being lectured, and I was still a child
Chapter 707 I was actually being lectured, and I was still a child
Time is fair yet unfair. It never stops, constantly taking the lives of others, yet also giving countless lives a different meaning...
I have been looking forward to this difficult winter, hoping it will pass quickly. Every morning I open the doors and windows and look carefully at the snow scene. It is snowing again today, and the snow is falling more and more this winter...
Loneliness is a compulsory course for everyone, but children should take it slow before enjoying it. After all, loneliness is not something that people should praise.
I coughed violently again, feeling like my internal organs were about to be coughed out. This time, I coughed out a few tiny blood clots, which looked particularly disgusting.
Would my internal organs also be damaged? I didn't feel anything, but I was extra careful when I used the elemental power to check.
Sure enough, there was something wrong with my throat. The scar wasn't too serious, but if it got worse, it would affect my speech and eating. I coughed twice more, and blood clots almost fell out of it, making me feel sick...
I want to vomit everything out. Will it be better to vomit it out? No one knows, but it's really disgusting...
Loneliness is a compulsory course, calmness is a compulsory course, sadness is a compulsory course, there are too many compulsory courses in life...
I quietly lay back on the bed, covering myself tightly with the quilt, as if it would make me warmer. I hope this winter won’t be so hard to endure, and it will pass quickly. This winter should have passed long ago, and I don’t want this winter to continue...
"Does Mom hate this winter?"
"Hmm... I hate this indescribably cold winter. I hate this winter that inexplicably takes away everything else..."
Only then did he realize that he seemed to be telling the child some things that he shouldn't have said, and he pinched his eyebrows again, as if this would make it a little better.
"..."
"Mom didn't want to tell you this. I'm sorry, child. I'm so sad. I'm sorry, I hope I didn't scare you, my child..."
People who are sick try to comfort their children by force, always worrying about whether they will make their children unhappy or sad, but what children want is very simple.
"It won't be hard to stay with Mom. As long as Mom is by my side, that's good enough..."
"..."
That's good enough.
I am considered a half-qualified parent now. It is great. At least life has some meaning instead of being meaningless. My child, thank you for giving me the meaning of life...
"Mom, do you want to hug me? Every time I'm unhappy, a hug always makes me feel better."
Nuolinxi came over and gave him a warm and beautiful hug.
The other person's body is very comfortable, and the hug is very warm, like a beautiful blooming flower. After hugging, gently rub the child's hair. Dolls will not be tortured by illness, but dolls also have their own illnesses.
"I will find someone who can help you recover. That way, if I leave you due to an accident one day, you can live like a normal person..."
"I only need my mother, I don't need anyone else!"
"! This is a wrong idea. My child and everyone else are important. Everyone is important. If it were just me, the world wouldn't be as colorful as it is now. If it were just a monotonous bouquet of flowers, you'd get tired of seeing it a thousand times..."
"If you truly like something, how could you possibly get tired of it after seeing it a thousand times? It's like my mother's necklace. She's been wearing it since I was born and it's never fallen off. What does that mean? It means that my mother likes it and it means it's very important to her. If that can be said about an inanimate object, how much more so about a living person."
"...Not to mention a living person..."
Now I am still being lectured by the child. I gently raised my feet, but smiled sincerely. The child is willing to think for himself, willing to understand the world by himself, and draw conclusions.
This means that children are growing up and slowly beginning to face this sad and painful world, but it also has a glimmer of light. This is great.
Tears seemed to well up. Are tears important? Never, but the expression of emotion is important. Tears are part of emotion. The expression of emotion is my expression. I love you, my child.
When children start to grow up, start to think like normal people, and start to have their own lives, it means that mothers should let go and let their children understand the world in a new way...
Mother is a very magical life. Mother is the life that gives birth to another life in this world...
Holding the child in my arms again, I felt that the child seemed to have the warmth that only a living person could have. He was no longer a simple object, just like the child was not an object belonging to the mother, but an independent individual. He seemed to be gradually becoming like a real human being.
"Mom is clearly crying, but I feel very happy. I feel that Mom is happy. Am I wrong?"
"No, my dear child, there is nothing wrong with your feelings. I am really happy and almost cry. I have never felt so happy. You really seem like a real person like that. I am really proud of you every moment..."
"…Am I the one my mother loves the most?"
"Well... you are my favorite child right now, no doubt about it. I am also partial to my parents, so I have given more of my love to you. But I hope you can keep this secret and not tell anyone else, okay?"
The children felt it was normal that Nolinxi liked their own children more. After all, other children liked her too, but there was always a so-called gap between liking and liking, just like two flowers that looked the same but had differences, and most people liked the better one.
"I won't show off. For people in pain, it's important not to show off their happiness. My mother taught me that."
For those who are suffering, life is too hard. Anything that looks like happiness will only push them into a deeper abyss of pain. Perhaps life shouldn't be like this, but pain always exists...
People should have learned to shut up long ago. Those who are in pain will learn to shut up, and those who are happy should also shut up appropriately to let them understand that pain exists.
"A smart child, a gentle child, a child who deserves to be loved..."
Being worthy of being loved doesn’t require anything. Everyone deserves to be loved and treated tenderly, right?