svetikya Chapter 192 The suspicious Xu Damao!
Chapter 192 The suspicious Xu Damao!
When his fellow workers saw Xu Damao suddenly get angry, they stepped back and looked at him in surprise.
One person said, "Xu Damao, everyone has heard about it, don't get too excited."
Xu Damao was so angry that his face turned blue. He knew that no matter how much he explained, he could not change these people's opinions.
He gritted his teeth, turned around and left the factory.
After returning to the courtyard, Xu Damao was extremely depressed.
Sitting in the yard, thinking about what happened in the past few days, my heart was filled with a sense of powerlessness.
The rumor was destroying his happiness, but he had no way to refute it.
In the evening, Qin Jingru returned home and saw Xu Damao looking gloomy, feeling a little bit reluctant.
She walked over gently, sat next to him, and whispered, "Brother Damao, I know these rumors make you sad, but we have to face reality."
Xu Damao took a deep breath and forced a smile, "Jingru, I know you are in a difficult situation, but please believe me, I will treat you well."
Qin Jingru sighed, a hint of hesitation flashed in her eyes, "Brother Damao, I really need some time to think about it.
We can’t rush into marriage just because of a momentary crush.”
Xu Damao looked at Qin Jingru and felt a sense of loss.
No matter how much he explained, he could not change the doubts in Qin Jingru's heart.
Nodding, he reluctantly said, "Okay, Jingru, I respect your decision, but please remember that I always love you."
Qin Jingru nodded slightly, her heart full of contradictions.
Xu Damao was sincere to her, but these rumors made it difficult for her to make up her mind.
In the next few days, Xu Damao tried hard to calm himself down, but the anger in his heart could not be quelled.
The rumor was destroying his happiness, but he had no way to refute it.
Whenever he saw Qin Jingru looking worried, he felt a pain in his heart.
One day, Xu Damao met Lu Ning in the yard.
Lu Ning looked at him and asked with pretended concern: "Xu Damao, you don't look well recently. Is there something bothering you?"
Xu Damao looked at Lu Ning, his heart filled with anger and suspicion.
Lu Ning has always been dissatisfied with him, but he has no evidence to prove that Lu Ning was the one who spread the rumors.
He said coldly: "Lu Ning, don't pretend to care about me. You don't need to care about my affairs."
Lu Ning smiled and shrugged, "Xu Damao, I just care about you.
After all, we are neighbors in the Siheyuan, so you can talk to me if you have any questions. "
Xu Damao looked at Lu Ning's hypocritical appearance and became even angrier, but he knew that he could not accuse Lu Ning without evidence.
He turned and left the yard, his heart filled with helplessness and anger.
At night, Xu Damao lay in bed, his heart still restless.
He must find a solution, otherwise his marriage with Qin Jingru will be really over.
I decided to have a good talk with Qin Jingru tomorrow, hoping to dispel her doubts.
The next day, Xu Damao made an appointment with Qin Jingru to meet in a small teahouse.
The two of them sat in the corner of the teahouse, and the atmosphere was a bit depressing.
Xu Damao looked at Qin Jingru, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "Jingru, I know you have a lot of doubts in your heart, but please believe me, I really love you."
Qin Jingru lowered her head, a hint of hesitation flashed in her eyes, "Brother Damao, I know you are good to me, but these rumors make me very uneasy.
I really don’t know what to do.”
Xu Damao held her hand and said sincerely: "Jingru, rumors are just rumors, don't let these things affect our feelings.
I am willing to face all difficulties with you, I just hope you can trust me. "
Qin Jingru raised her head and looked into Xu Damao's sincere eyes, feeling warm in her heart.
Xu Damao's feelings for her were real, but she also understood that these rumors were not groundless.
He sighed softly and whispered, “Brother Damao, I am willing to believe you, but I need some time to digest these things.
Hope you can understand. "
Xu Damao nodded. Although he was still uneasy, he knew that he could not force Qin Jingru.
Forced to smile, "Okay, Jingru, I respect your decision, but please remember, I will always wait for you."
In the following days, Xu Damao and Qin Jingru were still together, but the atmosphere between them became more subtle.
Xu Damao tried hard to be gentle and considerate, hoping to dispel Qin Jingru's doubts.
Qin Jingru thought over and over again in her mind, trying to find a balance.
Although there are still many challenges and difficulties in life, Xu Damao believes that as long as he persists, there will always be a good result.
He decided to let go of the anger in his heart and face the future life again, because he knew that only in this way could he truly find his own happiness.
Lu Ning had long wanted to kill Xu Damao. When Xu Damao was worried about his marriage with Qin Jingru, Lu Ning often looked at him coldly, causing Xu Damao to become nervous.
Whenever Xu Damao passed by Lu Ning's house, he could always feel a cold gaze.
That look was like an invisible knife, piercing into Xu Damao's heart and making him feel uncomfortable.
Xu Damao's heart was filled with anxiety and fear. Gradually, he became nervous and could not sleep at night.
That evening, Xu Damao sat in the yard in a daze, with Lu Ning's cold eyes constantly appearing in his mind.
He was filled with a sense of powerlessness, as if he was trapped in an invisible net and unable to break free.
"Xu Damao, what are you thinking about?" Qin Jingru's voice brought him back from his thoughts.
Xu Damao forced a smile, "Nothing, Jingru, I'm just a little tired."
Qin Jingru noticed Xu Damao's fatigue and said with concern: "Brother Damao, you seem to be very uneasy recently. Is there anything you can tell me?"
Xu Damao sighed and whispered, "Jingru, I always feel like someone is staring at me, especially Lu Ning. He always looks at me with that cold look, which makes me feel very uncomfortable."
Qin Jingru felt uneasy after hearing this, "Brother Damao, are you too nervous? Maybe Lu Ning has no ill intentions, you are just overthinking it."
Xu Damao shook his head. "Jingru, I also hope that I am overthinking it, but the feeling is too strong. It makes me almost have a nervous breakdown."
Qin Jingru held Xu Damao's hand and said softly, "Brother Damao, no matter what happens, I will be by your side.
Don't worry too much, maybe you are just too tired recently and need to have a good rest. "
Xu Damao nodded and felt a warmth in his heart, but the uneasy feeling still could not be dispelled.
In the following days, Lu Ning's gaze was still like an invisible knife, always staring at Xu Damao.
Xu Damao gradually became more and more nervous and looked haggard.
I began to doubt my mental state and even wondered if I was hallucinating.