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End of Chapter 234
chapter 234
Meng Youcheng opened his eyes groggily, a sharp pain shooting through his head. When he looked down, he saw Lu Linshen lying in his arms, fast asleep.
He couldn't remember most of what happened last night, only vaguely recalling that he had been very rough with the white-haired boy.
The sound of Lu Linshen begging for mercy seemed to float in her mind, but at that moment she seemed to ignore it, only caring about herself, and not being gentle at all to this poor white-haired boy.
Lu Linshen lay naked in his arms, holding him tightly. His body twitched occasionally, and his breathing became increasingly uneven, rising and falling with each breath.
Meng Youcheng felt increasingly heartbroken.
He knew why he was like this; he truly hated this feeling, as if he had fallen into an endless abyss. The light was right in front of him, and he was just one step away from escaping, but no matter how hard he tried, no matter how much he struggled, he couldn't leave.
Last night, she repeatedly pressed him, asking if he loved her. If Lu Linshen had said "I love you" at that moment, she would have stopped immediately. But he didn't. Even though he was in pain, Lu Linshen gritted his teeth and didn't say a word.
Looking at the white-haired boy, Meng Youcheng felt as if his heart was being squeezed by a pair of giant hands.
He was in a lot of pain, really in a lot of pain.
Memories of their time together flooded back. They had been together for almost a year, and so much had happened. The kindness he had shown her was etched deep in Meng Youcheng's heart—a kindness he had never encountered before in his life…
He gradually began to depend on him, gradually developed feelings for him, and couldn't help but want to get closer to him. By the time Meng Youcheng realized this, it was too late. He suddenly realized that he had inexplicably fallen in love with him.
It's strange, everything happened so suddenly.
Meng Youcheng once thought that he would never find love and would never fall in love with anyone. But now, he suddenly realizes that he can easily fall in love with someone. All it takes is a little bit of care and kindness, and he will unconsciously remember him, gradually develop feelings for him, and then love him wholeheartedly.
After living for more than 30 years, he suddenly realized that he didn't really understand himself, or rather, he never had.
Meng Youcheng grew up in a poor environment. Due to family reasons, he lived in darkness and had to fight for all the light himself. So he pretended to be very strong. He was always the one taking care of others. In fact, deep down, he longed for a pair of strong arms to protect him.
Meng Youcheng sighed softly, the pain in his heart still hard to let go.
Finally, someone was willing to offer her a shoulder to lean on, someone was so good to her, making her gradually go crazy, making her gradually fall in love with him. Unfortunately, all the good he did for her was just because she looked like his ideal woman.
Meng Youcheng closed his eyes slightly, his head still aching as if being hit by a hammer. He endured the pain without uttering a single word.
Lu Linshen's body was covered in wounds and bite marks. The stinging pain from his body made him tremble again, and his breathing was uneven.
Meng Youcheng opened his eyes, looked down at him, and asked, "What...should I do?"
……
In their second year together, nothing happened. Meng Youcheng felt incredibly exhausted, because he had fallen into a swamp from which he could never escape; the light was right in front of him, and he knew that with just a little more effort, he could climb out…
But haven't I tried hard enough? Haven't I done enough? Haven't I shown enough understanding?
No, it wasn't that. He realized this time that he could never actually escape the situation. The other person would always be taciturn and would always avoid talking about the word "love."
Meng Youcheng was in great pain, truly in agony. He felt as if the sky were falling as bad as he was feeling right now. If he could end it all, it would be a little better, but he wouldn't say a word, he remained silent. Meng Youcheng was utterly disappointed in Lu Linshen and had wanted to leave many times, but the system told him to stay with him in his final moments...
He couldn't see the tears in Lu Linshen's eyes, nor could he see that every night, Lu Linshen would stare at him blankly, and when the night was quiet, he would secretly wipe away his tears. Wasn't he also suffering in his heart?
To be honest, Meng Youcheng could feel Lu Linshen's deep affection, but he would often be in a daze and start to doubt how much of Lu Linshen's kindness towards him was genuine.
He needed positive affirmation from the other party to tell him that Lu Linshen's love for him came from the heart, second only to Meng Youcheng, and not because he looked like a white moonlight.
But he never got to hear those words.
Meng Youcheng was tired and didn't want to pursue the matter any further, so he chose to give up in the second half of the following year.
He avoided Lu Linshen, trying his best not to get involved with him, not to talk to him, and not to have any interaction with him. In time, he should forget about him, right?
Unfortunately, no. Gazing at the white-haired boy's profile, I couldn't help but want to get closer, to be with him, to hold him as I slept at night, to talk to him a lot, so much...
So at the beginning of the third year, he gave up on the idea.
He maintained a calm mindset and spent the last year with Lu Linshen.
A lot happened that year. Meng Youcheng, who had always been strong, fell ill. Lu Linshen took meticulous care of him and patiently fed him porridge. The word "love" still surged in Meng Youcheng's heart, but in the end, he chose not to get involved.
They planted a tree in the orchard, adopted the kitten, and went to many, many places together, saw many, many beautiful sights, and ate many, many delicious foods...
If time could stand still, let it remain at this moment.
At the end of the third year, Lu Linshen died.
[Congratulations, host, mission complete.]
……
As a white light flashed, Meng Youcheng, who was kneeling beside Lu Linshen's corpse, vanished in an instant.
[Based on the test, the host's current heart rate is 180 beats per minute. Please act immediately!]
Meng Youcheng sat on the stool, calm, a single tear rolling down his cheek. He remained silent, saying nothing.
[The host's heart rate is currently 198 beats per minute. Prompt action is needed!]
002 was stunned, and 001 next to him was also dumbfounded. He went to check the instrument and found that it was not broken before returning.
002: "Um... Congratulations, host. You've completed all your quick transmigration missions, and the funds have been deposited into your account. Are you... alright?"
Meng Youcheng didn't speak, but tears streamed down his face and fell to the ground.
001 looked at 002, who thought for a long time before finally saying, "Meng... Youcheng... your sister has woken up. She's in a regular ward, and she said she wants to see you."
Meng Youcheng suddenly seemed to remember something, stood up, and stumbled forward. No one could see his expression at that moment. After a few steps, he lost his balance and fell to the ground...
002 was about to step forward to help...
Meng Youcheng burst into tears...
"Waaaaah..."
……
"How are you feeling physically?"
Meng Youcheng looked at his younger sister and smiled. "Is there anything else that's bothering you?"
His younger sister shook her head, staring intently at him. "Brother... what's wrong? Why are your eyes red? You look so haggard. How did you end up like this? Is it to raise money for my medical expenses...?"
Meng Youcheng was stunned, then smiled, his eyes welling up with tears again. "Brother... it's nothing, I'm probably just tired."
"elder brother……"
Meng Youcheng picked up the bowl of porridge in front of him, froze, and finally couldn't stop the tears from flowing.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?"
Meng Youcheng stared at the porridge in front of him. "Brother... when I was sick before, was there someone who fed me like this?"
"And what about that person?"
"He...is gone."
……
"Hello... I'm your brother's friend..."
At that moment, 002 walked in carrying fruit. He was dressed casually. "My name is Jiang Chi."
Meng Youcheng froze for a second.
Jiang Chi said, "Brother Cheng... someone downstairs is looking for you. He seems to have said his name is Lu Linshen."
……
Meng Youcheng immediately put down the porridge in his hand and ran downstairs without stopping...
His younger sister stared at his retreating figure, stunned.
Jiang Chi smiled. "Do you know Lu Linsheng? You mean the little boy next door?"
The younger sister suddenly thought of something, "Brother Lu?"
"Yes."
"Why are you looking for my brother?"
Jiang Chi sat down. "Your brother is his white moonlight. He has liked him for many, many years, but your brother is straight. He never had a chance before, so he took the opportunity to explore what your brother likes. This time, he finally succeeded."
The younger sister was stunned. "Huh?"
I'll tell you when I have time.
……
Meng Youcheng stumbled downstairs, only to be stunned by what he saw.
That familiar voice, that familiar face, that familiar figure...
Holding a bouquet of flowers, Lu Linshen knelt on one knee before Meng Youcheng. "Brother Cheng, you are actually my white moonlight. I... I have always loved you. I... I'm sorry. The quick transmigration game was my design. I... actually transmigrated into this game too. In order to understand you, I never told you. I'm so sorry..."
"I love you, will you be with me?"
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[I'll write the extra chapters when I have time, I'm not feeling well right now, thank you.]