svetikya Chapter 204
Chapter 204
After hearing Zhang Xing's affirmative answer, father Zhang Ming smiled and returned home soon.
"My dear, Ah Xing called. Hurry up and don't mend the fishing net."
Zhang Ming's voice was full of joy, a kind of happiness from the bottom of his heart, as if his son's call was the best gift of his day.
"Ah Xing called? You didn't lie to me, did you?"
The mother's voice was a little unbelievable. She hadn't put down the fishing net in her hand, and her eyes were full of surprise and expectation.
"How could I lie to you? I just called when I was about to go out to sea. The child took a day off today and finally had some time. Your broken mobile phone is not obedient. If he calls you, you may not be able to answer it. So, I simply didn't go out to sea and came back directly."
As Zhang Ming said, he put down the fishing gear in his hand, with a happy smile on his face.
Zhang Xing heard the conversation between his parents on the phone, and for a while he was overwhelmed with emotions.
He remembered that when he was a child, his parents were always excited about his little things. Now that he has grown up, he is still the most important concern in his parents' hearts.
His heart was full of guilt and touching. He felt guilty that he spent too little time with his parents, and was touched by his parents' consistent love for him.
Soon, his mother's gentle and kind voice came from the phone: "Ah Xing, is that you?"
The moment he heard his mother's voice, Zhang Xing couldn't help but choked up a little: "Mom, it's me!"
There was also some choking in his mother's tone.
Zhang Xing talked to his mother on the phone for a long time, but his mother never blamed Zhang Xing from beginning to end. Even though he hadn't been home for so long, and even hadn't called home for a long time, his mother still persuaded Zhang Xing not to worry about home and to work hard. His mother's voice was gentle and kind, like a spring breeze, gently blowing through Zhang Xing's heart.
"Ah Xing, Mom knows you are busy with work, don't worry about home. Just take care of yourself and work hard, Mom will be relieved."
Compared to his father Zhang Ming's anxiety about love, his mother persuaded Zhang Xing not to worry and do everything according to his own ideas.
"Son, love can't be rushed, you have to follow your heart and find the one who is really right for you. Mom won't rush you, as long as you are happy."
Zhang Xing felt very warm from his mother's tolerance and love.
Although his mother said so, Zhang Xing knew in his heart that which mother didn't want her children to get married and have a happy family as soon as possible. His mother didn't urge him, just because she was kind and she loved her son more. After chatting with his mother for a long time, his father Zhang Ming took the phone again.
Zhang Ming said: "Ah Xing, wait a minute, I'll go out and tell you."
Zhang Xing was suspicious and waited for a while before his father Zhang Ming's voice came from the phone: "Ah Xing, now you can tell me what happened to you."
Zhang Ming's sudden words made Zhang Xing a little stunned. He subconsciously said in a panic: "Dad, what are you talking about? I... I didn't encounter anything?"
Zhang Xing tried to hide his inner anxiety and didn't want his father to worry about him.
Zhang Ming smiled bitterly and comforted him: "Okay, Ah Xing, no one knows a son better than his father. As soon as you called today, I knew you must have encountered some difficulties. The reason why I didn't ask you at the beginning was that I didn't want to affect your conversation with your mother."
"But now we are going to hang up. Although many things in your work need to be kept confidential, your father can't help you, but I don't want my son to be unhappy and depressed. Let's do this. Pick something to say."
Hearing his father Zhang Ming's words, Zhang Xing felt mixed emotions, thinking that his hidden thoughts had long been seen through by his father.
He was silent for a moment, sorted out his thoughts, and then sighed dullly: "Dad, I did encounter something recently. Before I joined Guoan, the road I took in these years can basically be said to be smooth sailing. Even if there were some setbacks, they all passed quickly."
There was a hint of helplessness and fatigue in Zhang Xing's voice.
"But I think it will be hard to get over this hurdle in a short time. It may be because of my personal reasons that I have implicated others, but this is not my original intention."
Zhang Ming was silent for a while and said:
"Ah Xing, I understand what you mean. Although I am just a fisherman, I also know that there are many unexpected changes in the process of performing tasks for national security team members like you. Some things are not something you can predict in advance."
"You said that you implicated others, but it was not your original intention. This can only be said that you were not careful when you started working.The time is short and the experience is not enough, so you made mistakes in decision-making and action. I think this is normal. No one can succeed at the beginning. All success can only be achieved after going through hardships. "
Zhang Xing listened quietly on the other end of the phone. His father's words were like a key, trying to open the tightly closed lock in his heart.
"You have been strong since you were young. Although you were naughty when you were young, you were smart and never obeyed anyone. Sometimes, you take yourself too seriously and lift yourself too high. Not only is it tiring, but sometimes it has the opposite effect. "
Zhang Ming recalled Zhang Xing's childhood with a hint of emotion in his tone.
Thinking of himself when he was a child, Zhang Xing couldn't help but smile bitterly. At that time, he always felt that he was omnipotent, but he never realized that this excessive self-confidence would sometimes become an obstacle to moving forward.
Zhang Ming comforted him again: "No one's life will be smooth sailing. Life is one hurdle after another. You have just encountered the first difficult hurdle and you want to give up. This is not okay. "
His voice was firm and unquestionable: "No matter how big the difficulties are, you should pay attention to them tactically, but you should underestimate them strategically. There is no obstacle in this world that cannot be overcome. What you need to do now is not to blame yourself and repent, but to be firm in your own route, complete the task, and give an explanation to your teammates and your Guoan team."
Although it was a short speech, it seemed to open Zhang Xing's mind in an instant.
Zhang Xing felt like he had been groping in the dark for a long time and finally saw a ray of light.
Father Zhang Ming finally said earnestly: "In fact, it is not easy to do big things, but you must believe that your efforts are meaningful."
"When you are really tired, stop and take a short rest, but the belief in your heart cannot be broken. From childhood to adulthood, you have been a very independent and opinionated child. When you insisted on choosing this path, Dad once advised you, but you did not look back, so Dad will not look back on your choice. "
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