Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 836 I Don’t Want to Change

"Normally, you shouldn't kiss on the lips. It's... a bit scary. It's usually done between couples or close family members. And most of the time, I'd put that in quotation marks. I don't think kissing is something suitable for children over the age of seven..."

Brunolinxi tilted his head, not quite understanding what the other person was saying, but since his mother had said so, he decided to just take it as it is...

"Yeah... Mom, I understand..."

I nodded and took my mother's words to heart. My mother's words were important and she wouldn't lie to me, so I couldn't just refuse casually...

"That's it. As for the remaining matters, we'll talk about them tomorrow..."

Time flies. Because the price is not high, I can handle some of it normally, but I still can't sell it all in one day. Those fabrics and so on, there is a good place to go...

"These things have already been copied. Hmm, can we achieve even 1% of their quality in one night? Honestly, manual labor is still a bit tiring. This type of machine hasn't been invented in this world yet. Let me think about it, I remember memorizing the entire operating mode of this machine..."

He yawned again. Fatigue permeated him, his body exhausted. It was the aftereffect of overusing elemental power. Yesterday, he successfully attempted to transform a seed into a flower, then transform the flower back into a seed, reversing its growth. It was a powerful force for the body. If it could manifest in humans, there would be no birth, aging, sickness, or death...

"Mom, are you sleepy again today?"

"Hmm..." Bruno Linxi looked at his mother with a concerned look. Her eyes were filled with fatigue, and it looked like she was about to close them and have a good sleep...

"I can take this heart out now. I don't need it that much anymore. My body can now move like a normal person and break down food for daily nourishment. I don't need to be constantly attached to my mother like I do now..."

Nuolinxi looked at the child with an indescribable heartache, which welled up in her heart... The child will eventually leave home, the child will eventually leave me, I need to understand this, and stop being sad, stop suffering...

"Please wait a little longer. Even if it's like this, I hope I can keep you by my side for a little longer. I hope you won't leave, but people have to grow up and leave..."

"I won't leave mom. I will always be by your side. I promise you that I won't be like those guys who leave without looking back after growing up. I will always be by your side until you don't want me to stay with you anymore..."

"...It's useless, it's useless. People will always leave, people will always change. You will understand all this in the future. My child, thank you very much for loving me like this. Even if things change between us in the future, I will still find the beauty of this moment unforgettable..."

Children's words are reassuring, but adults need to recognize everything. Children are smart enough in many aspects, but they are complete idiots in some aspects. Just like children do not understand why people change as they grow up, everything they encounter proves that nothing will change.

but……

All of this will change so quickly, it will become unbelievable. My child, will you recall it with unbearable pain even in the future? If the future isn't as beautiful as you imagined, how will you judge, how will you see, how will you understand? If all of this is just the beginning of pain, how will you understand people?!

Everything is going to change, everything is going to be different, how are you going to do it?

"...Then don't change anything!"

There is an indescribable sense of determination in the child's eyes, I hope nothing will change!

Trying your best to keep everything unchanged, to keep everything unchanged, this is difficult, too difficult, and this is not what Nuolinxi likes...

"Everything will change. Change is not necessarily a bad thing, nor is it necessarily a good thing, but everything will change. Do you understand this? Everything will change, my child. This is not my preference or anything else, but the fact..."

This is not something I can change. I have already told my children the parts that can be changed. I have also told them the parts that can make everything better. The world has never stopped changing. The world is always changing, isn't it?

"I don't want anything to change. Everything is fine. Everything should stay this way. Is that not okay?!"

Nuolinxi shook her head gently. The child was a little too stubborn. She wanted to reach out and touch the child's head, but the child moved his head to the other side, and there was no way to touch him...

"Everything will change, just like sometimes, I might think that you will kill me in the future. This is also part of the change..." Dreaming that the other person killed you with their own hands is really a nightmare, because you are in pain and you are unhappy...

"I won't kill Mom. I will listen to her. So can I at least ask her not to change anything? Can I ask her to love me like this forever? Can I ask her to stay by my side like this forever? Can I live a beautiful life like this?"

All of this wants to live, I want everything to live...

"No one can predict the future of my child, but at the moment, we are the most important to each other. Family life will change in the future, maybe or maybe not, but we are very happy now. So, will you stay with me? Stay with me for a while longer..."

I stared into the child's eyes and smiled gently. The child's eyes were just as I imagined, shining like gems. They were indeed made of gems. These were my favorite eyes, this was the person I loved most, this was my most beautiful heart...

"I'm sorry, Mom. I said some really weird things. I admit I was a little too scared. Everything will change, so will love change? Will that beauty change? Will that happiness change? I finally became the happiest..."

No, love will not change, happiness will not change. People are greedy. As long as they have a feeling of happiness, no matter how much happiness there is, there will not be enough. Pain is the opposite. But I hope you will always feel happy, not painful...

I wish you live happily forever, and my child will be happy...