svetikya Chapter 815: Am I really unable to do anything?
Chapter 815: Am I really unable to do anything?
Typical martyr speech...
This kind of statement is usually made by fanatics. They have seen their true appearance and understand themselves, but still decide that this journey is magical, isn't it?
"It's difficult for me to change all this. I also know what you think. You will never tolerate any doubt. You are very powerful, more powerful than people imagine, but also more pathetic..."
The other person is very smart, beautiful, and lovable, but this is even more tragic. Even the best person cannot endure such intense torture and grief...
"That's what I was thinking, wasn't it?"
I smiled softly. It was so beautiful, wasn't it? Could we dance together? If we danced in our dreams, wouldn't it be necessary in reality? After all, this was already reality...
Reality is very interesting. Compared with dreams, reality is more fun, isn’t it?
"I can't change my mind. I can only trust you, right? You seem to need help, but I won't tell you the answers to all these questions, nor will I continue to give you clues. I can only tell you that all the evidence proves that the other party is really the mastermind behind all this. Maybe he obtained this thing by chance, but... all this has already happened, hasn't it?"
"I have my own way, don't I? I have my own way of understanding all this, I have my own way of seeing all this..."
There are ways to make this better, there are ways to end this, but it will be very painful...
"If you want to know the truth, you need to find it yourself. However, this document has been preserved forever. Part of their memory has been erased, so they have forgotten everything. This is perfectly normal. Do you remember it too?"
"...I've lost a lot of knowledge and things. I've stopped accumulating merit for many things. It's strange. To be honest, I feel very strange... This knowledge makes me suffer. A lot of knowledge has ended. In other words, it's like some knowledge will always be discarded due to time, just like the knowledge of making fire by drilling wood no longer appears in textbooks..."
All the knowledge that was too simple has disappeared, hasn't it?
"I've taken away some of your knowledge and some of your memory, haven't I? This is perfectly normal. You need to forget some things to be happy. How much do you still remember?"
There is nothing worth writing down anymore. Most of my knowledge and memories have disappeared. Life becomes just a day-to-day existence. Is this the best life the gods would describe? Is this the best life I would describe?
"I've almost forgotten everything, except for the knowledge that's important to me. I've forgotten everything that happened a hundred years ago. To be honest, I've almost forgotten why I woke up. My memory is already shattered, and there's nothing worth remembering..."
The past, present, and future are all gone. What a despairing feeling. How much of my memory is missing? No one knows...
"Your amnesia seems to be related to other things. I did erase your memory and your knowledge, but I definitely wouldn't let you forget too much. You must have forgotten it yourself. When I tried to erase your memory, I found that it was also one-sided. Many things were stepped on, very carefully, so that they would not be discovered. The method is even stranger than I imagined..."
"...I understand. I understand why. To be honest, it's a very special drug. It can make people forget many things and see many things. I can feel the emotions flowing into my body and then slowly flowing out. For me, it's a magical feeling. Maybe it's the same for you, but you haven't experienced it..."
"Hmm? A drug that can retrieve part of your memory? You didn't tell me this. Or maybe you did, but my memory bank doesn't have it. I either took it as a joke or thought it wasn't that important and let it go..."
"This medicine is amazing. Honestly, I don't mind anyone possessing it or using it for a long time. I've already had serious memory problems with this medicine. As for the truth behind all this, I will go and find out, even if it means being contaminated by taboos and knowledge. I will completely forget everything and make it all disappear, so don't worry..."
The contamination of forbidden knowledge will never end. Even in the future, it will only end at the cost of sacrifice. My dearest friend, my most important god, will perish forever because of this. No one remembers why. Why doesn't anyone remember you?!
"...What are you thinking about? You look terribly worried, but are you worried about me? You're worried about me, the one who might be able to live forever?"
"...Honestly, this is perfectly normal. Accidents are normal, aren't they? This world has too many accidents. Everything in this world happens faster than we imagine..."
Nuolinxi sighed. The other party didn't understand that death could come so quickly, nor did he understand that all this could be so painful...
What if all of this was a fixed ending in the game? Just like the fixed ending, the snowy mountain that would inevitably be a step behind, just like the friend who couldn't be saved in the fixed ending, just like the fixed ending...
Just like the fixed endings, no matter how hard you try, there's no way to save those who will die. Their fate is as fixed as the data in the game text. So what about me? Am I a person with a true will, or just a string of game data?
Why? I can’t tell them, I can’t tell them, they won’t realize that they are in an ordinary game, they won’t realize that this is very painful, they won’t realize all of this, right?
No, there's no way to understand all of this, right? It's like if someone suddenly told you that you were just a character in a novel, would you feel ecstatic, incredulous, or very angry, feeling like you've been deceived? Most people would choose the second option, but what if the other person could tell you everything that happened?
What if you could tell everyone what was going to happen, and everything in the world would go according to what you said?
Can't I save you? My gods, I can't save you, my dear friends, can't I do anything? Can't I do anything?