Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 781 So It’s All Wrong

He's very similar to me, yet also very different. He's an excellent leader, always able to make the most calm judgments, and rarely shows emotions...

The other person has emotions, but they are not that numerous. They are mainly about himself and important people. To strangers, the other person has an extremely cold feeling. Compared with before, it is much better...

"Tomorrow is a good day to go out and play, so you should rest early today. It's better for you to sleep with me. It's been a long time since I held you in my arms and fell into a sweet dream..."

The other person has a familiar scent on him, a familiar and favorite smell. It's been a while, hasn't it?

Like the smell of blooming sunshine, wonderful, my favorite...

"Mom's body is so comfortable, I like Mom..."

"Come, mommy will hold you, okay? I'll hold you and let you sleep for a while. Then you'll have a wonderful dream..."

Hugging each other, I can feel the warmth on my body. Winter has long passed and the flowers have bloomed, right?

Lying next to each other in pajamas, yawning from time to time, indeed feeling a little sleepy...

"Mom should rest well and have a good sleep."

The children still care about each other so much, and still smile so gently. Mom, you are the one I will always love, so please stay by my side and never leave...

"Okay, I'll fall asleep soon. It will be a sweet dream today because you're by my side..."

Because the important people are by your side, you will have a beautiful dream, right?

"Then Mom will have a good dream tonight."

"Um……"

Close your eyes, what kind of dream will you have this time?

In the darkness, a blooming flower appears before my eyes. What is this?

Following this sea of ​​flowers, I kept moving forward and finally found a familiar place...

"Long time no see, what should I call you?"

"Just call me Nuo Linglaner..."

"We haven't seen each other for a long time, so you don't have any names for gods or anything like that?"

The other party was still the same, with a sense of control that was different from everyone else, a sense of power and indifference that was different from everyone else...

"This is my divine name. I never told you my real name..."

"...I thought we could be honest with each other, but I didn't expect it to be so funny..."

It's quite interesting that the other party has never truly trusted me. Isn't it true that from the beginning to the end, it seems that the only thing I can trust is the human part, not God.

"...You have something to ask me, so you came to me. I told them the answer to their fate, so..."

"You made them do this, didn't you? You made them change my destiny, didn't you?"

The other party didn't say anything, it was very quiet. The blooming flowers began to fall non-stop with the wind. The tree was covered with flowers. This was the first time I saw such a strange tree...

"..."

Time seems to have stopped, and the only thing that makes people realize that time is still flowing is the blooming flowers...

"What is this tree?"

"Something we all need, a symbol of an eternal and unchanging destiny that we cannot change... The answer you want to know is also here. I have seen all of this from language and life, so I want to tell you this..."

"You didn't tell me directly, but I learned from you that this tree symbolizes destiny. Is destiny as flourishing as the branches of a tree?"

"..."

"I would forcefully change my fate, just like I used to put together folded paper stars filled with wishes... I've imagined countless times that the stars I folded would blossom like real ones, but I never actually saw them. So what? My fate is always changing."

"Your so-called change is just a part of fate, please don't be too sad..."

"Please tell me, was there any success in my experiment?"

Silence and quiet, everything seems to have disappeared...

"I can't say..."

"Life can't be reasoned with, and neither can death? You're not the god here, so you can tell me that you're different from them! You even helped me remove the curse on me, didn't you? I can feel that the thing that everyone finds so difficult, the divine punishment brought down by God himself, was lifted by you personally..."

"...Is this what you meant? You're right, but we can't arbitrarily interfere with normal orders. If fate changes, then my life will also be deviated..."

Just like two rivers that didn't originally intersect, once they intersect and become mixed together, the original river will be changed no matter what, because it is equivalent to using itself to change the other, to absorb the other's fate...

"I understand. Then what is my fate as someone who doesn't belong to this world... I don't belong to this world, so what is my fate?"

"...You can't change, nothing can change...your fate is the same."

"I just want to know if my stuff is successful! Don't tell me about fate or anything like that anymore. All I want to know is my experiments, my results, the answers to my research, and everything I know!"

I don't care about so-called fate anymore. What I really care about is my own achievements, whether I am really liked by others... and whether the things I am most proud of are as I imagined...

Alchemy is the only thing I can praise myself for. I am not so good at praising other things. Only alchemy can I praise myself without any guilt. After all, it is my best ability... I am one of the greatest alchemy professors in people's eyes!

"In other words, you're quite formidable. You've indeed learned something special... Life didn't appear, but you saw your method. It was wrong, but not entirely wrong. You wanted to summon a special soul through an empty shell. Your body itself possesses this ability. Your blood itself possesses..."

"So in other words, the reason my experiment seemed to be successful was because of my blood, right?"

"That's right..."

"So my thinking was all wrong, but the result was alright, pretty interesting, wasn't it? I need to re-plan everything I worked on. It's all for nothing, kind of gross..."

"Don't be too sad. Your heart is beating a little too fast. You must have other questions to ask me, so you came here..."

"This is all so beautiful. Is this my home? Is this my former hometown?"