svetikya Chapter 768 Why are you crying? Just like before
Chapter 768 Why are you crying? Just like before
"Mom, come to think of it, what was your mother like in the past? I've been thinking about it..."
Nuolinxi thought seriously about the other party's words...
"I used to be a very strange child. Well, to be honest, I did make people feel uncomfortable. I tried my best to let everyone learn from this..."
"Ok?"
"... I hope to help a lot of people. To be honest, it's very strange. I also find it very strange. How is this possible?"
I hope to help everyone and let everyone live a very happy life. This is obviously a decision that only a fool would make. Why did I act like a fool at that time?
It's strange not to know the answer, isn't it?
"Mom wants to help everyone, and is willing to work harder, even to the point of hurting herself..."
"...Alas, I find it strange too. At that time, I was filled with joy and loved everyone. I hoped that everyone could have the so-called happiness. Unfortunately, they didn't..."
No one truly has this kind of happiness. They are all suffering. Yes, it’s not just me who is suffering. My family, friends, and relatives are also suffering...
Maybe it’s because life is hard, so it’s tiring…
"Everyone is miserable, so my mother is obsessed with happiness."
"...My friends can't face the hardships of reality. My parents poured their heart and soul into me, but I have to find my own way to survive countless times amidst pain and despair. Do I want to survive? I don't understand. Maybe..."
Maybe they want to survive, and try their best to survive, even if there is no so-called hope.
"Will hope make mother happy?"
"...I don't know. I only know that I will try my best to find a little hope, and maybe that will allow me to survive. I have always felt that hope is a very special existence. I can no longer distinguish between hope and despair..."
I live a life full of hope, but it is painful and filled with despair...
"Such hope is despair."
After saying this, it is indeed correct. This kind of hope that makes people cling to is hopeless. It is impossible to have something that holds hope...
"Such hope is hopeless. I only realized this later. But it's a pity that I realized it too late, isn't it?"
"...When Mom drinks tea, she feels happier. It's her favorite flavor..."
There was a slight sweetness in my mouth, a familiar taste. After mixing everything together, I took another sip. To be honest, this mixture of complex flavors tasted pretty good, but it was a little hard to accept. After all, it was too messy...
"It will indeed feel better. My child, Mommy wants to pat your head again and tell you how much I love you. But that would be too strange, so Mommy doesn't want to say it. Sigh, because Mommy is very tired today and wants to have a good sleep, a good sleep..."
"...How long will you sleep?"
"Well... about two hours..." He yawned and lay down on the chair. The chair was very hard and uncomfortable to lie on. He yawned again. There was nothing he could do. He was too sleepy. Nuolinxi simply fell asleep on the chair.
The child came over, hugged the other person and covered himself with his coat, saying it was very comfortable...
"Mom, take a nap first. Everything will be fine when you wake up, Mom..." Right next to each other, she called softly. To be honest, if it were someone else, they might feel uncomfortable, but they really liked this kind of passionate and unconcealed love. So Nuo Linxi didn't think there was anything wrong with it at all. Maybe this was because of the other party's education.
"Well, I hope I can have a good dream today, my child. You have a wonderful smell, like a blooming flower, so fragrant..." The smell of floral honey, pollen, and fruit mixed together, a very beautiful smell...
"Hmm..." The other person's body felt very comfortable and smelled nice. I closed my eyes and fell asleep soundly.
Mom's sleeping face is still the same, and her eyes are still the same, so beautiful. It's quite interesting, isn't it...
She's also beautiful when she's sleeping, her chest rising and falling slightly, as if she's breathing seriously. Those beautiful eyes, with a slightly furrowed brow, look very sleepy...
The other person's eyes were closed, the smell on his body became lighter, and he stayed quietly beside his mother, as if people always feel sleepy after eating.
From time to time, I secretly sniffed my mother's breath and hugged her tightly, not wanting her to choose to leave. I hugged her seriously and could feel the coldness of her body. My mother was getting colder and colder, so cold...
It was as cold as ice and snow in winter, but there was nothing I could do... Tears dripped onto the other person's palm, dripping down continuously, like blooming flowers.
The puppet's tears were also warm, even a little too hot, making them fall non-stop. It was so desperate...
"What's wrong? Why is my child crying?" Nolixi opened her eyes in a daze, feeling the hot tears falling into her palms.
The other person's beautiful eyes are filled with tears at this moment. Why are these blue eyes shedding so many tears?
"I'm sorry, Mom. I feel so bad. My heart aches. I don't know why. I feel like tears are the only way to end this..."
It seems that only crying can bring it to an end, which is very sad, isn't it? But tears can never end, all these tears are just the beginning of everything.
"...It's okay, it's okay. If you really feel bad, just cry for a while. I'll be by your side. You smell great. I like you very much. I've always loved you, so don't be afraid..."
Will death separate love? Will death completely separate my love? I don't know, but it doesn't matter. Death will take away everything, but it can't take away love...
"I love your mother so much... Mom, I don't want you to leave me! You will leave me soon, I can feel it, why why do you have to leave me?"
Tears kept falling, and as I cried, they flowed faster and faster...
"No one can escape death's pursuit unless they can defeat it. I told you, my child, I cannot defeat death. I am very weak. Or rather, I am not that strong, not as strong as they think... Death, like my life, is more powerful."