Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 752 I Haven’t Seen You

"I want to be with you, my child. I want to be with you forever. I want to make you happy forever, but I can't make you happy forever. This world is not that beautiful..."

This world has never been good. This world is extremely ugly. This world is really disgusting, isn't it?

"...Mom, you must be happy forever. I will always love you." She was brought in front of me and kissed gently. Her face was warm and there was a little saliva on it. Well, did I make her saliva?

"Thank you very much for your love and affection. I love you too, my child. You don't look well. Does your mother's mood make you unhappy too?"

"My mom didn't make me unhappy. I like her very much and I have always loved her. Her existence is the most important thing to me. I'm just too sad because she should be happy, but she isn't. So it feels wrong. It shouldn't be like this."

"Mom isn't happy, so you're disappointed, right?"

The child nodded. "Mom is a very happy person. Mom should be happy. Mom has always been friendly and kind to everyone, but she's not happy. How can this be? How can this be right? How can this be true?"

Why do people who are kind to everyone and make everyone full of hope not have the so-called happiness?

Those who are not happy are really miserable...

Why am I not happy despite helping so many people? Why am I not happy despite working so hard? Why am I not happy despite making so many people happy? This feeling overwhelms the child. Am I right? This must be wrong.

My mother has helped so many people, made so many people happy, yet she can't be happy. Is this world truly fair? Can this world truly guarantee happiness for everyone? It's despairing, isn't it?

"...Mom can be unhappy. Happiness doesn't always appear, so Mom may be unhappy, unhappy, and in pain. This is normal."

Why is it allowed to be unhappy? Clearly, my mother longs for happiness, clearly, my mother longs for eternal joy, yet she is never happy...

"Why can mom always accept all this? Mom obviously shouldn't be like this. Mom obviously should be the one who is always happy, who should always be happy, who should be loved, who should be happy..."

"You're becoming more and more like an ordinary child. Mom is very happy. You're finally as happy as an ordinary child. Mom has a lot of things she wants to tell you, but what she's said isn't enough. Can I tell you more?"

There are still many things I want to say, I hope my child is happy.

"I don't want to hear anything, I don't want to see anything, I just want Mom to live well. Why can't Mom even say this? Why can't I just let Mom live well? Why? Why?!"

"Ok!"

I forcibly grabbed the child's wrist, the huge force causing some pain in my hand. The child's strength was greater than I had imagined. He bit his tongue so hard that blood almost gushed out. It hurt so much...

"Mother?"

I regained some of my sanity and slowly stopped. Mom's pain wasn't fake, it was really painful. She had used too much force. There were obvious bloodstains on her hands. She looked so painful...

"Mom is in a bit of pain and a bit tired. Can you let me rest for a while? Is there anything to eat? I feel dizzy and uncomfortable..."

"...Sorry, Mom. I still have two candies here. I'll go to the kitchen and get some food. I'll be back soon, very soon..."

His tone was filled with urgency as he brought a bowl of hot soup from the kitchen. The boiling hot soup made his hands ache. For a doll, such a temperature would not hurt, only hurt.

"You're back, huh? Are you okay? Your hands are not burned, right? They are very hot..." He held the child's hand against his face. The temperature was indeed higher, making his cheek a little painful.

"...hot soup, my mom's favorite tomato stewed beef brisket..."

I took a bite and it still had the familiar taste, but it seemed a little lighter. Why?

"Mmm, it's delicious. I like it very much. Mom feels warm after eating it. I'm not cold anymore."

"Mom is very happy..."

The child lay on his mother's lap again like he did when he was little, feeling the mother's lullaby quietly and gently. This time, the mother's lullaby was still out of tune, but the child still liked it.

"Mom will sing you a lullaby, and I will sing la la la..."

The voice is still the same as before, a little off-tune, and there doesn't seem to be anything particularly good about it, very ordinary, very average, but it doesn't matter. Mom's singing is good, everything about Mom is good...

Closing his eyes quietly, the child had a dream in which he met a very strange guy.

Yellow hair, yellow-green eyes, looking at herself calmly.

"Who are you?" Adana asked first. One must be extremely vigilant about inexplicable dreams and inexplicable people.

"I'm your mother's teacher... You can call me... Your mother is sick, and I want to help..."

"What's your name? Why did you stop halfway through?" He keenly noticed that the name seemed unable to be pronounced directly.

"You shouldn't know that people in this world shouldn't know the name of another world. This is normal, please believe me. Mom loves you, I love your mom, so I love you too and won't hurt you." The other party's tone made people unconsciously put down their swordsmanship. It seemed that he was really powerful, but it also felt a little strange. Is this normal?

"You have a special ability that can make others let down their guard, right?" He keenly felt that something was wrong with the other person. Being able to make others let down their guard meant that there was obviously a problem.

"...This isn't a special ability of mine. It's just your subconscious trust. You're the soul separated from your mother. This is normal, isn't it?"

"...I hate you and I don't want to talk to you."

"It's important that I can help your mother. No one else can help you except me."

"...What do you need from me? My special body, my life, my blood, my soul? Or something else?"

"I need you to continue loving your mother, just like you did at the beginning. I need you to love her. I need you to love... As long as you are happy, as long as you are truly happy, I believe... you will be happy."