Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 670: Three Years Left...

Sitting on the bed, I was thinking, what happened last night?

It took me a long time to think about it before I remembered that I seemed to have fainted for no apparent reason last night while laughing?

I reached out to touch the water cup that was close to me, but accidentally made a loud noise and the cup was knocked over. Fortunately, it didn't break. I sighed and wanted to get up.

"Finally woke up!"

The other person hugged me so tightly that I could hardly breathe. It was that familiar little guy. What happened? Before I could think seriously about it, the other person quickly brought me a glass of cool water, which was just the right temperature for me.

"After you fell yesterday, you fainted for no apparent reason..."

"Ok?"

Touching my forehead, I recalled that I didn't feel any pain in my head yesterday, and there were no signs of injury on my body, so I shouldn't have fainted because of the injuries. Then what was the reason?

"We went to see a doctor, but he said there was nothing wrong with your body... except that you were a little overworked. How about taking some more rest?"

"..." The lack of soul makes me unable to sleep well, which is the reason for the coma, "It's okay, I'm okay..."

There had been no progress on the medicine he wanted to develop, and the scrapped research products had filled an entire room. After everyone left, he wiped the water clean, opened the closet, and quietly looked at the perfect doll.

If the situation continues to deteriorate, the plan to transfer my soul will soon be put on the agenda.

This body is not big enough for the soul to stay. The soul and the body even have a rejection reaction. This kind of situation is generally not seen in ordinary people, especially living people. Most of the time, it is only seen in the dead. It's really scary...

In fact, I don’t feel that scared. Birth, aging, sickness and death are all natural laws. My soul has begun to become incompatible with my body, which means that my body is no longer suitable for my soul to a large extent.

That is, from the perspective of the soul, this body is already dead...

What a magical thing, a living person was judged to be dead. Isn’t this much more interesting than those annoying and meaningless topics?

After all, it is magical for a living person to study his own death... The closer people get to death, the more they hope to make their lives different by being so-called special. Unfortunately, that won't happen.

Even a rock will weather over time. Even a tree that seems to be immortal for thousands of years will wither over time. Nothing in the world is eternal.

Eternity has never existed. What seems eternal is just the so-called concept of time stretched long enough. For insects that can only live for one day, humans are eternal. For humans, a life that can live for thousands of years is eternal.

But there is no real eternity in the face of time.

Eternity does not exist, and has never existed. If you want to use eternity to keep everything unchanged, that is not eternity. That is someone who wants to imprison himself in time...

Unable to fight against time, one can only pin everything on tomorrow. This is the most ridiculous and desperate thing. Giving up everything in exchange for the so-called possibility, but knowing from the beginning that this possibility will never work.

Eternity should not be about making a moment eternal, but about keeping everything in the best possible way. After all, time will devour everything, but human life is endless, just like a dead bamboo that will try its best to burst out seeds before dying. Perhaps the transmission of life is eternity.

Using generation after generation of life to face the seemingly eternal time, everyone's perseverance is for a better tomorrow. Only in this way can things be better, right?

Don't stretch every moment to a long one, treat every moment as a single instant, but countless happy moments fill a person's life.

People live on countless moments. Happy moments will make people move forward, and painful moments will make people stop. But if possible, I hope that I can be happy every minute and every second.

A quiet doll will not lose its hair. It is always thinking whether the other party will cry. A creature without life will not cry. The Eye of God has long been placed in the other party's body. I no longer need the Eye of God.

I have been looking for a way to destroy the Eye of God. There is only one way to destroy my own constellation, and that is to let myself die and let the stars fall. When I die, maybe a few stars will fall. It sounds beautiful.

It should be like a shooting star. Maybe someone will make a wish for my death. How beautiful! Even death can be beautiful. It sounds really good...

The collision between the constellations will make their own destiny stars fall like stars and become meteor showers...

Maybe it will become a shooting star that can fulfill wishes, and then someone might feel comforted. Everyone's life is different, some are painful, some are beautiful, but they are all very interesting.

"...I don't know why I want to experience this. Maybe this life doesn't belong to me, but it is indeed very interesting."

I can no longer tell whether my previous life was my real life or my current life is my real life. Perhaps it is just an illusion before death caused by excessive dopamine secretion...

I still remember the water choking my lungs, making me close my eyes as I couldn't breathe. I still remember the disgusting vomit blocking my breathing tube. I still remember how close I was to death...

Am I really still alive? For the first time, I had serious doubts about it.

Nuolinxi... no, the girl with that ordinary name doubted her life for the first time. Which part of her life was real?

Which part belongs to me, which part is real, which part of emotion is real, which world is real? !

Finally, she gave up thinking and calmly hugged the doll and cried softly, just like she was hugging her childhood self.

Tears dripped onto the doll's face. I wiped them away carefully with my fingertips. It felt like the tears were shed by the doll itself. I inexplicably felt that I should give the doll a device that could make it cry...

Perhaps alchemy has already constructed that part?

Before I could think seriously, tears started to fall again. I carefully wiped away every drop of tears.

I've been crying more and more recently, and my soul is getting more and more painful. I don't have much time left, Nuolinxi thought.

There is not much time to develop those drugs, the only way is to go all out within the limited time...

I'm going to gamble my life away. My soul can only last for three more years...