Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 653 Love you forever

"Then I will prepare some potions, which is a necessary daily job. I will make all these potions and then sell them. This part does not require me to spend too much time, and I can get a reasonable reward. I can use the rest of the time to write books and take care of flowers and plants. Now taking care of flowers and plants is a hobby rather than anything else..."

"For dinner, you can have a small dessert and drink a glass of juice, preferably orange juice. I like the sweet and sour taste of oranges. It sounds good... It's also okay. I can have some time to look at the stars, the moon, listen to the wind, and occasionally be with my family... I don't have any family members who I forget..."

Really, I inexplicably felt that my family would be with me, but I forgot that I no longer have any so-called family. But those children are all family, right?

"Finally, drink a glass of warm milk before going to bed, brush your teeth and rinse your mouth. It's raining outside, listen to the sound of the rain, and fall asleep gently. It sounds like this day is wonderful..."

He listened attentively, and his eyes were really beautiful, like blue gems, bright and moving.

"So are you happy now?"

"Hmm? I'm happy. Although it's not the happiest life I imagined, I'm also very happy!"

Looking at that pair of similar yet unfamiliar eyes, I smiled as if we were meeting for the first time.

"You are very tired now and have been worrying about many things. Why would you be happy?"

"Because everyone loves me, and I love everyone too, just like a blooming flower. I love fighting. I hope everyone can be happy and everything is fine. That way, my life will be full of happiness!"

"So you are happy?"

"Well... although my past is full of all kinds of sadness, the future will not be like this. My future will be full of so-called happiness again. I will no longer be afraid or scared, because the future is in my hands today. It's really tiring to say so many words at once..."

“It’s so nice to be happy…”

"Ok?"

I always felt something was wrong, as if I saw that azure figure.

"When I see you happy, I can feel happy too..."

"Desir? Lawrence's Desir!"

"Well, sorry, I didn't expect that I would stay so long. I have indeed been waiting for a long time. I have been wondering why you haven't come yet, but I also hope that you can come later..."

"I love you, I love you, I'm sorry, I can't save you, I've tried my best, why can't I save you, I've tried so hard..."

The obsession radiates a different kind of brilliance like the soul, the body is sleeping on the ground, and that obsession has become the most familiar look.

"I have never blamed you. I have always been thinking that if my death has caused you pain, I am really sorry. I have always liked you... I have always thought that the word "you" is beautiful, because you are in my heart... I like to look into your eyes, I like to hear your laughter, I like it very much..."

"……sorry……"

"I am the one who should say sorry. I have no way to come to you. I waited, but you didn't wait long enough to let you face this rare puzzle. I have only one obsession, I hope to see you happy... Don't worry, I will disappear soon, and then fill it again, and he will be an ordinary, normal person again..."

"Are you going to leave me? Just like before?"

"Hmm? No, I won't leave my lover again for no reason. But we do need to part. You can let me go. This time, we can say goodbye seriously..."

"I have been fantasizing about our future. I have even thought of a name for our daughter. You know? I really, really like you. I want to spend my whole life with you. I have even decided to give up a part of myself in exchange for all of you..."

I have only experienced this kind of reckless love once, and that was this time...

"I have always hoped that you could truly be yourself, but I also discovered that I was imposing my ideas on you. In fact, you don't need to be anything or be anyone. You just need to make the decision that you think is good..."

"You are leaving..."

"I am a part of his soul. Soon my obsession will dissipate and it will disappear. His illness will also get much better. In about half a year, everything will return to normal..."

"Is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Is there anything else you want to say to me? Please say something that will allow me to feel your sincere emotions for a while...

"Well... I will love you forever. Desir Lawrence will be loyal to Norinhi Eldana out of his will. I offer my soul, my strength, my body, and my love. I wonder if all this can be exchanged for a little bit of your attention?"

"I will love you..."

"People should learn to let go and learn to forget the future. Please forget me, I will no longer be myself. Please accept a new beginning. Maybe you will meet someone better than me. After all, I am just an ordinary person. There will always be someone better than me..."

"There won't be anyone better than you, my love..."

When I got close to the soul, I still saw the familiar blue hair and eyes, the gentle eyes that embraced everything. I will always love you...

There is no need to say anything else because the souls have already met.

Gently place a light kiss on the body of the soul. The soul has no temperature, but at this moment it can feel the burning heart.

"I love you forever, and I was wondering what it would feel like to kiss you. This isn't my first kiss, and it's not yours either~"

"Um!?"

"The first time I kissed you was on your cold lips, lips that were completely cold and without any temperature..."

"Feel sorry……"

"It doesn't matter, I love you. I may forget it in the future, but this love will always exist."

A light, not quite real kiss fell. The soul had no temperature and could not feel it, but this was the first time that the soul gave its first kiss, telling the other person that I should remember your love and I love you too.

When it was over, I watched the other person disappear little by little, and there was a feeling of being back to that helpless time again. However, this time I didn't have an emotional breakdown. Instead, I watched this scene calmly. The emotions made it difficult for me to tell whether I should be happy or sad, relieved, or something else.

I will always love you, my love. Your soul can finally rest in peace and you can finally live in the true sense of the word.