Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 551 Celebration?

When I got home, I felt like I was in another world...

This feeling lasted for a very long time, so long that the pain in my heart was not so obvious.

I realized belatedly that something was wrong.

After saying goodbye to my friends at that place, I returned to that charity place that looked like an orphanage.

Because I had given notice in advance, my departure was known to the children, but they still watched me carefully. Well, children are always like this. Children’s time is too short and too long. To them, it was like I had been gone for a very long time…

"I haven't been feeling well since I came back..." It was only later that I realized that I was saying to myself, "Are you really not having any problems?"

"I just feel a little tired these days. It's okay. I'm just a little too tired, and I'm a little depressed..."

I haven’t even written a recent book.

The children wanted to know the ending of the book, but they couldn't write anything after picking up the pen several times.

The adult world is too tiring.

"Why don't you take a good rest recently? Is there anything you want to eat?" Treat yourself like a child...

"I want something sweet."

"Do you want me to make you dessert?"

"…Sweet dishes will do."

"What do you want to eat?"

"...I don't know. Sorry, I don't mean to be perfunctory, I just really don't know what to eat."

“Tomato brisket?”

"Hmm!" This is a special dish, a dish that I like to eat.

I communicated less with the children, and the children seemed to realize that something was wrong and always chose to say funny things in front of me.

Why are you like this? Why do you make your children worry about you? Why are you so extreme?

The pressure in my heart has increased because I have made my children and family members worry about me. Those children are my family members and they are all worried about me. Why do you have to become such a person? !

Guilt and anxiety constantly erode my already fragile heart.

It was as if all the pent-up emotions were overflowing, because there were no memories to serve as a vehicle for the emotions.

It is equivalent to the original memory, which is both the trigger point and the carrier of emotion. However, the memory is cleared, but the subconscious emotion is not.

So the pain will recur.

We have to find something to serve as a carrier of emotions, but what is that thing?

Those seemingly useless memories actually exist to protect people. Memory is the carrier of emotions... So, how do we find a carrier?

I had no similar experience, so I had to look to God for help.

"That's indeed my problem. I forgot how fragile humans are. After all, gods can handle it, but humans can't. Can canned memories be okay?"

The usage is similar to canned knowledge. These are not banned items yet and can be used normally.

The selection of memories is also a very rare course. If different memories are too different, it will make people sick.

It is best to pick some decent memories, but memories also have value, and different memories will now have different prices.

"I can copy some of your memories for you. This way you can get an extra understanding instead of the previous one. If necessary, I can give you some of my memories as well."

"It's best not to give away memories randomly. Whether you remember or forget, it's painful."

"I inject you with little bits of good memories, those are memories of being a child."

"Thank you..." The child's memories are nothing more than those. What the other party injected is the memory of dreams, the dream of that child.

It was a very relaxing dream, full of joy.

After bringing some emotions into the dream, extract the dream.

My method is equivalent to extracting memories and emotions together, so that all the garbage emotions can be mixed together and thrown away.

"This memory carries happiness, I need some sad memories..."

"How about these?" The memory is of another child, who had a very close pet die. This feeling of sadness is a huge thing for a child. The child's world is very small, so everything seems very big.

"It's enough of a carrier of grief. What's missing is a little bit of confusion..."

A student who has just graduated has no idea about his future and is lost in the endless choices.

It is best as the dominant color of confusion.

Life is like this. Different experiences, different emotions, and different memories are all leading people to different paths.

"Feeling better now?"

"Much better. At least those pent-up emotions are not as painful as they are now."

Although it is said to be much better, it does not seem that better. I still feel pain and suffering. The pain refers to physical pain, and the suffering refers to mental pain.

Those memories always seem to be like this.

Time passed by, and I started writing books. The book that had not been updated for a long time had a sequel again. Children like such books very much, but the next book will be the last one. I wonder if the children will be sad to hear the news?

But every story should have an ending.

“I’m so glad to be getting better!”

"Thanks to everyone's help... Thank you very much for your concern for me, I hope the days to come will be better and better." In fact, nothing has gotten better, I just hide everything. Pain should not be shared with others, because many people's lives are painful enough.

"It seems like an important day is coming." What important day? The children's birthdays are all remembered. Children who don't have birthdays will count the day they arrive here. Children shouldn't have birthdays... Adults don't count either.

"Sorry, I may have been a little busy recently and forgot what it was about."

"It's to celebrate the arrival of the Lord God!" I remember that there is no such celebration yet?

"Ok?"

"It's actually a celebration ceremony to celebrate the people of the desert and the people of the forest putting aside their hatred and starting to have constant contact. At this ceremony, all the children will wear beautiful clothes, and the merchants will prepare a lot of candies. Whenever a child passes by, they will throw candies into the air! Each child will be able to choose a flower and give it to the person they like the most. The person who receives the most flowers will be announced the next day, and then the god himself will give him a wreath!"