svetikya Chapter 538 We'll See You Tomorrow
Chapter 538 We'll See You Tomorrow
Finally, Nolinxi survived the darkness until daytime. When the warm sunlight shone into the dark and narrow cave, his first reaction was pain.
Why did the sun choose to rise? What would happen if the sun never rose again?
Without any reply, he just left the cave in silence, resigned to his fate. After his body reached its limit, he allowed himself to rest. Perhaps this was the will of the god.
Was the god worried that he would not survive? What a boring worry. After finally arriving at the place, what was the first reaction? Fear or disbelief? The dagger in his hand was still the same. The wound had healed completely. Would it take more than seven days to heal?
No, maybe it will take longer, but I have forced my body to heal faster. This is the result of the conflict between the gods. Looking at the scar on my neck that is no longer obvious, I shook my head with a headache.
I kept walking forward for a very long time. Then my scalp started to feel numb and I began to feel sleepy.
Finally I reached the place, thinking this, I closed my eyes again.
After closing my eyes, I stayed there for a while. I didn’t see or hear anything. After opening my eyes, I walked to that familiar yet unfamiliar place.
"Hmm?" I happened to meet an acquaintance, which means the problem can be solved well.
"Sister Xianyun..." There was a hint of sadness in her voice. She was really sad and angry about this. No one knew anything. In a place that she thought was safe, she was repeatedly hurt by God.
"What are you doing?" The other person came very close, almost close to me. I was a little bit unbelievable at first, but after seeing his face, he seemed to have made up his mind, revealing a little worry. Is he really worried about me? Thinking of this, I lowered my head without answering, "Why did you come here without saying a word? Long time no see..." The other person gently rubbed my head. Well, it was like an adult treating a child, but I was not a child anyway.
"I... have something to see the Emperor..." He bit his tongue hard to make his words more clearly audible. Every word he spoke was very tiring, and it seemed as if he couldn't utter any word. He tried his best to speak, even if he couldn't say it in the next second, he had to say it. It felt like he was chewing his tongue.
"Your Majesty the Emperor is not here for the time being. If you have anything to say, let's talk tomorrow morning. Do you have a place to stay? You're not in good condition..." He noticed that his body seemed to be unwell, but he couldn't see anything, so he temporarily placed him in a house with many people around. He watched those coming and going without saying anything, just being quiet.
I inexplicably want to go see the grave. Maybe a grandmother will leave a tombstone. Will she? She will leave it...
I walked to the cemetery very quietly. That place was indeed too conspicuous. There were large stones piled on top of the small mound of earth. I didn't know whose names these were. Many people did not leave their names. They tried their best for their dreams and for this world. Or did they really change a lot?
The most ordinary people can also make a little change for the world. Countless little changes will make the world better and more hopeful...
"Do you miss home?" After leaving your hometown and coming to this strange place alone, do you miss your family? Do you think about the beautiful moments when your family is by your side?
I miss you so much. Missing you so much, my mind is filled with the past. Maybe it was good, maybe it was sad, but what does it matter?
"Everyone is very busy. Everyone is so busy that they can't stop. I can't help at all. I can only try my best. I hope everyone can live well, even if my hope is useless, even if my hope has only a little power..."
Even if tomorrow is still like this, I still need to live, because if I persist, tomorrow will be a little better.
Do I really want to do this? I can't die?! If I could end this so-called suicide behavior by dying, I would have done it a long time ago, but I can't die. I can only live in endless pain like this. I can't die even if I bleed to death, and I can't die even if my head is chopped off!
Experiencing the pain of collapse, not being able to die is the greatest sorrow, human beings can't die no matter what.
I can withstand the torture of time and the sorrow of life, but I cannot withstand the pain brought by living.
I didn’t want to live that long, I just wanted to die…
That's why I came here in the first place!
Memories of the past are intertwined with pain, beauty, sadness, and despair.
Do you still recognize me? I walked to the water's edge and looked at my reflection in the water. Of course I didn't recognize myself. This perfect face in your mind is not your real appearance.
It's been so long, are you human? Are you human? How much do you remember about the past?
"Hey!" His shoulder was pressed and he subconsciously wanted to swing the knife, but then he stopped himself and turned around to look at the familiar person, "Dangdang! What's going on? I heard Xianyun say you were coming, and I was wondering why you didn't tell me in advance? Oh..."
I realized belatedly that it was a hug.
"I'm glad you're still alive! Come to think of it, when Xianyun first told me about this, I thought he was teasing me again!"
"I'm still alive... Have I lived for a long time? I can't quite remember..."
The memories are mixed together, and it is no longer possible to tell how long has passed between the present and the past. Those excessive memories cannot be easily removed from the mind.
"It is indeed the aura of the gods on my body that brought me disaster..."
He looked at himself very seriously, then reached out and pinched his face. To be honest, the other person's hand was not very strong, but it was still a bit uncomfortable. A normal person would probably describe the feeling as painful, but it didn't hurt that much.
"well enough……"
"Your personality seems to have changed a lot. I just can't believe it no matter how I talk about it. You died inexplicably. Of course, please don't worry. If you have anything to talk to the Emperor about, you can see him tomorrow. By the way, what happened to you? Why did you suddenly disappear without any trace 100 years ago?" It was as if he wanted to tell him everything.