Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 420 You Don’t Miss Home, You Just Want to Stop the Pain

"You answered correctly, and you guessed wrong."

"Hmm? How come even your friend has started to like playing dumb?"

"In fact... it is indeed rain, but the difference is that this is snowflakes, falling on the trees in the wind..."

"This is different from any wine I've ever drunk. Did you brew it yourself?"

"Of course it has to be done by God himself!" He looked very happy. It was rare to see Wendy so happy. There was no hidden sadness. It seemed as if she was completely Wendy at the moment. "This was given to me by a friend of mine. I have tried many times, but you are so lucky. This is the closest I have ever been to success, and you drank it..."

"I'm sorry." I know who the friend is. He is stuck in the past, isn't he? "I'll teach you next time. This way, the chances of success will be higher."

"Thank you, but I suddenly realized that with more friends, it doesn't seem so painful..."

“Because the more friends there are, the better. Having close friends and friends who are willing to give enough is enough.” Having few friends is important, but the more friends you have, the happier you are!

"Oh, that's a pity. What will happen if you're gone in the future?"

"When did you start asking this?" He frowned, not happy. "According to what you said, those immortals should just not make any friends at all!"

"I'm sorry, I just thought that if my friend is alive and well, he should be close to death now."

"Time is a fate that no one can escape. Don't worry. I may not live that long." What on earth was I talking about?! The next moment, I slapped myself in the face. The other party was stunned. "Sorry, I said something unlucky. I will live a long time because I also have friends who live long..."

But it can’t be too long, your lover is still waiting for you, your children are still waiting for you, your relatives and friends are still waiting for you!

"You are also very sad. I am sorry to say that if I could have helped you earlier, the child would not have died..."

"You have to pay attention to the entire country, so it's too difficult to pay attention to them. I don't blame you. If I hated you, I wouldn't pay your bills!"

"Thank you very much."

"Do you know how angry I am when Mond sent me a bill for no apparent reason?! But thank you for helping to take care of them anyway..."

"This is what gods are supposed to do. Okay, you should feel better now, right?"

"Hmm... seems to be feeling better?"

"I still have some things to do, so finally." He picked a dandelion and put it in his hand, "I hope your life will be as free as a dandelion, flying away with the wind!"

"I will keep the God's blessing in my heart. After all, it is what the God said personally, and it will definitely come true..."

He took a deep breath and blew hard at the dandelion. The dandelion flew high into the sky. The God of Wind waved his hand and the dandelion flew even farther.

If dandelions can fly high into the sky, my life will also be happy...right? I will definitely be happy!

"Can I...have happiness? Can I have my own happiness?"

"Of course, this is the blessing of God, it will definitely succeed!"

Is it true... Then believe it, after all, you don’t have any other way, right?

When I got home, I reeked of alcohol. As soon as I entered the house, I lay down on the carpet in an untidy manner. The carpet was not dirty because I changed my shoes before entering the house.

Apart from myself, no one else has been here. I look at the scene around me and lie on the carpet with peace of mind.

Suddenly I realized that this was not the right way to go, so I climbed up using my hands and feet and slowly walked forward up the stairs. Why did this staircase feel so long?

I'm not in a good mood because I just drank some wine.

I rarely get sick, but I didn’t expect to suddenly catch a cold which I haven’t felt for a long time…

Thinking of this, I sneezed a few times, which seemed to confirm my previous thoughts.

But I am very good at healing myself. After I remember everything, I shouldn’t get sick again.

After returning to the room, I looked at the ceiling quietly. There was no room for a light here. Suddenly, I pulled open the curtains and pushed the window open. I heard a click when the window was opened to the maximum.

The wind makes people dizzy, but the cool feeling makes them more awake.

"Why?! Why!" Shouting out the window, without worrying about being heard, "Why do I have to live such a hard life?"

Tears were already flowing as I spoke. I used to think that it didn't matter if I was unhappy, I could live a good life, but now I understand that sometimes... I am really unhappy.

"I thought the future would be better! Why do you always lie to me like this?!"

She cried so hard that her face was covered with snot and tears. This situation is really rare... It's rare in this life, but it was quite common in the last life...

People who are too sentimental will understand everything after being severely hurt a few times. The world will not allow such people to live for too long. Your world is too beautiful, and this world is too ugly...

"I want to go home! I want to go back to my home...please!"

I miss my friends. I have no family anymore. I want to go home. I want to see the friend who is willing to accompany me. I want to see the pot of flowers that I gave to my friend to take care of. I want to see the fish in the pond. Are they still the same as before?

I really want to... after I die, I fall in love with the past world again...

I am an ordinary person in that world. I don’t have to worry about anything, no matter how painful or sad I am! I can live a good life on my own, as long as I have the courage I have now...

It's too late to have the determination to face it now. I used to be afraid of everything and wanted to escape. Now I can face everything, but I don't have the so-called opportunity...

I heard a familiar song, my favorite nursery rhyme when I was a child.

"Fireflies, fireflies fly slowly..."

It seems like I’m back to that midsummer with passionate love.

It seems like I'm back to that slightly cool night by the river...

At that time you will hold my hand and sing this song to me tenderly!

"Hmm... woo..." I want to go home, go back to my childhood, go back to that painful and desperate childhood. I want to change my life at that time so that it will not be so desperate and sad.

"Don't be afraid, little one..."

"I want to go home..."

"You don't want to go home, you want to stop suffering..."

"Well, I want to stop suffering..."