svetikya Chapter 375 What is the purpose of my existence?
Chapter 375 What is the purpose of my existence?
Are people all this painful?
The pressure of life, the despair of illness, the hard life...
"My departure gave them freedom?"
Then why are we still forced to make choices without freedom?
Why does such despair still exist?
"Given freedom... I think it does give freedom to most people, but for a small number of people, their freedom is never chosen by themselves..."
"…Will there be a tomorrow? Will tomorrow be as painful for those guys as today, or will it be worse?"
"I don't know...but you seem to be trying to understand the pain?"
"I...why would I do this?"
"Maybe it's because of the so-called love?" All gods love people, but they love in different ways. Using barriers to block the wind and snow so that people can survive is the love he gives like a pet. However, the most essential difference between humans and pets is that humans can think and want to pursue a better life...
"what is love?"
"Something caused by secretions in the brain... I mean something that you can feel as long as you want." What the hell am I talking about?!
"I think I understand a little bit..."
"If you want to go out and have fun, you must go to the pub."
"Tavern? Wine is some kind of unknown strange thing, right?"
"It's something brewed, something that ferments after being stored for a long time."
"I don't like fermented food. Even dried fish is not a suitable offering."
"You can try it. What if it makes you feel comfortable?"
"Um……"
So the next target was set as the tavern.
The other party gave a lot of money, and I learned the approximate prices of goods from others. With that much money, I could even buy a whole barrel of fine wine.
They ordered a glass of dandelion wine, which they all loved.
Because I was a new customer, the bartender spoke to me on purpose. Different from what I felt in the morning, the people here were full of vitality.
I looked at the bubbling thing and took a small sip...
It tasted very strange, bitter at first. I wanted to spit it out completely, but then I felt a strange feeling again, and then a slightly sweet taste...
How can I describe the feeling? After drinking it all in one gulp, it seemed as if everything in front of my eyes became brighter.
"Are you a traveler from out of town?" A drunk guy came over. "Oh, what a handsome face! Almost as handsome as mine!"
"Pfft! That's all you are. Sorry, sorry. I hope I didn't disturb you."
"fine……"
"You don't seem to drink often? If you drink, you need some snacks to go with it. Give me two skewers of pheasant and mushrooms!" The self-familiar guy poured another full glass of wine, "This glass is for my friend to apologize for disturbing you! Cheers!"
"...Cheers." I drank a glass of wine in one breath. It was hard to describe the feeling. This feeling seemed to be what people call drunkenness. If I wanted, I could easily use my strength to decompose the alcohol, but I also wanted to experience what people call drunkenness...
Bards sang stories, people cheered, clinked glasses and ate in the tavern, and even those who were in a bad mood would slowly smile in this scene.
"…It's beautiful." The people here are all happy.
"Let me tell you, my man gave birth to a very, very cute little girl. Can I show you the portrait? No, no, I want to see it myself... I'm so happy~"
"Yesterday, as a novice hunter, I successfully hunted for the first time! I'm so happy~"
"The day before yesterday, I finally passed the teacher's test! I am now a very, very official painter!"
"Just this morning, after I finished the accessory that took me more than two months to make, I received a reward that was 50% more than I expected! Isn't that great?"
"What about you? Do you have anything worthwhile to say, anything happy?"
"I..." Is there anything worth being happy about? After thinking for a while, he smiled, "I helped a lonely child and gave most of my money to the child. Her illness will definitely get better!"
"Oh, what a kind-hearted person you are! This cup is for you!"
"Everyone..." This is an experience I have never had as a god. I have never been so close to people. At this moment, people are so happy and cheerful. My own identity is not important. What is important is to share this unique beauty.
"Come on, come on, in that case, we'll help pay for your drinks today!"
"This is all I have left. How much more can you give me?"
"I still have some left, here. Oh, I guess I can't drink next time~"
"I don't have any, but I'll sing a few more poems for you!"
"It's okay, I have money," he handed over the Mora bag, "I'll treat everyone!"
I finished the last glass of wine amid laughter and walked out of the pub alone. Everyone was still happily talking about something.
But where is your home?
Because of his low mood, he unconsciously made the wind more violent, and a rare strong wind swept through this breezy town.
"Why do I exist?" To be destroyed? To be overthrown? To experience this sadness here?
"Hey, hey, hey, it's already late..." Nuolinxi came up, "Even if you're going crazy on the city wall, you should pay attention to the time!"
"Ok?"
"Do you know how late it is now?! The sun has been setting for a long time. You will scare others like this. Come down with me."
He wanted to say something else, but the emotion in front of him was interrupted. The other party was standing on a high periphery, then jumped backwards, opened the wings of wind in the air, and landed steadily.
I jumped down by myself, so I don't need this kind of thing at all.
"You don't seem very happy. You seemed so happy when you just came out of the pub."
"Why do people in the same town have different fates?"
"I'm not from the ruling class, but if you ask me, I should be able to use such words to make a metaphor. Wait a minute..." After thinking for a while, he finally decided to use seeds as a metaphor. "In the same acre of land, some seeds sown will grow quickly, some will grow slowly, some will bear fruit, and some will not even bloom. Why is this?"
"I have no idea……"
"The land is the same, the water is the same, the fertilizer is the same, the only difference is the seeds themselves and some special unexpected factors."