svetikya Chapter 133 I'm very happy
Chapter 133 I'm very happy
Chapter 133 I'm very happy
It was a feeling similar to "I am very good".
She has a clear understanding of herself. She is very capable, quite beautiful, and skilled at handling affairs, taking care of others, and listening to their feelings.
In contrast, she wasn't as quirky, energetic, or capable of creating all sorts of fun things as Nono; in comparison, she could be described as boring.
She might not be very good at this.
But Lu Mingfei gave her a new understanding, a understanding that belonged only to them.
She has qualities she herself is unaware of, and she is more deserving of love than she imagines.
A surge of energy called satisfaction traveled up her spine and onto the highway into her head. Susie clearly understood what kind of feeling it was.
She looked at Lu Mingfei, smiled broadly, and spoke in a cheerful voice.
"I'm very happy, I really like how I am right now."
Upon hearing this, Lu Mingfei smiled, as if he had been infected by Susie's happiness and become cheerful as well.
That smile wasn't because she said anything fancy, but because her emotions were so straightforward, as if she were handing him a beam of light.
It will get hot if you catch it, even if you didn't intend for it to get hot.
Moreover, Lu Mingfei knew very well that it was rare for someone like Susie to be happy.
She usually operates on a "no problem," "anything is fine," and "I can do it" frequency.
Because she mainly takes care of others, and people who take care of others rarely have strong emotions. Susie is the same; she's like a machine so stable that people forget she also needs to be taken care of.
So when she spoke so frankly about how happy I was, Lu Mingfei felt as if something had gently tapped his heart.
This wasn't the first time he'd seen someone happy because of a single sentence.
But he rarely saw anyone happy because of such words.
The reason this matter struck him as subtle was that he himself had always lived within a similar logic.
You accomplished something, you gained some value, and then others saw you, liked you, and affirmed you.
Lu Mingfei never thought that being liked conditionally was unreasonable.
This is related to his experience.
Excluding the parents, who are almost completely forgotten, it's basically just the parasitic uncle and aunt's family.
Well, we can't rule that out. In any case, the first person to leave a deep impression on him, the first person to truly love him, was Yuan Shu.
Yuan Shu's love, however, was conditional.
He can love you as if you were his own son, and say in front of everyone that if I had you as my son, I would die without regrets.
But the premise is that your martial prowess is enough to make you basically the best in the world.
At the time, Lu Mingfei didn't think there was anything wrong with it, and of course, he still doesn't think there's anything wrong with it now.
However, the reason is different now. He feels this way because although the price seems too high, he has indeed grown a lot compared to before.
As a mature person, he can see things from other people's perspectives and won't be idiotic enough to think things like "would you still like me if I had nothing?"
That's like saying you're nothing without your current job—pure nonsense. If you lose your job, which is a form of social identity, then you are nothing.
If you are useful to others, and they are willing to treat you with love that far exceeds the extent of your usefulness, that is already very good.
Back then, he deeply loved his powerful self. He was invincible in battle, and the only draw he ever had was in a duel with Lü Bu.
It's basically a wish-fulfillment story: a loser boy transmigrates to another world, and then suddenly gains superpowers and starts dominating everything in his path.
He earned fame, status, and wealth through hard work, and in the small circles he could access, everyone respected him because of his strength.
At that time, his backbone was not supported by hatred, but by strength and victory after victory.
Yes, reforged. Before Lu Shenren transmigrated, he was once called an orphan. He got angry and started a fight, but his parasite rode on his neck, defecated, and forced him to admit his mistake.
Even their spines were bent under the weight of their parents' pressure; this is what it's like to live under someone else's roof.
In short, Mingfei, who relied on force and victory, loved his powerful self, after all, it was the only thing he could boast about.
And it was precisely this aspect of his work that Yuan Shu deeply appreciated.
In classical terms, it's like a thoroughbred horse finding its discerning owner; in romantic anime terms, it's like the part of me that I love most is also deeply loved by you.
This is a good start. When you love someone, you should love a real person, not a figment of your imagination like you would a celebrity.
Does she and you both like the things you are most satisfied with and proud of? This kind of unbiased relationship gives people the feeling of true love.
Since we're on this topic, it's worth mentioning that Lu Mingfei doesn't approve of the relationship between Caesar and Nono.
It wasn't that Lu Mingfei had extra feelings for one of the duo, so he cursed them so fiercely, but rather that Caesar and Nono's relationship was completely misplaced.
They are somewhat like Zhao Menghua and Chen Wenwen, with their personalities and characters being enhanced to an even more powerful level.
Ah, even Nono's surname is Chen.
This is the conclusion Lu Mingfei reached after a recent drinking session with Caesar.
Because his perspective is that of an outsider.
He "killed" Nono once, and because of the relationship between Susie and Nono, they remained in a state of fluctuating distance.
Because of this relationship, Nuonuo wouldn't act up in front of him, so Lu Mingfei could sense her thoughts better than when Nuonuo intentionally acted up in front of others.
In Caesar's eyes, Nono was sometimes near and sometimes far. In his eyes, Nono was like a little witch, a book that could not be read, and a mountain that he wanted to conquer.
But that's good.
He, Caesar, was invincible, so his girlfriend should be a girl of exceptional lineage and with a mindset unlike anyone else's.
Only a unique girl deserves him; things are valued for their rarity.
But in reality, Nono wasn't that special at all; she did those things simply because she lacked a sense of security.
Then, by putting the cart before the horse, they first create an image of themselves as a fearless and rebellious devil, and then use this persona to prove to themselves that they are fearless.
As for what she truly feels inside, she probably can't even say for sure herself.
But she can't be seen through, just like Schrödinger's cat. When she's not exposed, she's in a state of superposition of life and death, but once exposed, she's no longer fearless.
So as long as she has a breath left, you will never be able to see through her.
Completely opposite to Cao Cao, one was never afraid of others misjudging him, while the other didn't even want to see himself in the light.
Lu Mingfei felt it was hard to say what would happen after Caesar saw Nono.
However, Zhao Menghua's situation is definitely not bad; he and Chen Wenwen are bound to break up.
Because his lover couldn't be realistic, was the reality beneath the beautiful literary girl the same as he imagined?
Lu Mingfei lay by the pool, lost in thought, when he turned to look at Su Xi.
Right after the other person said they were very happy, they started humming a tune that Lu Mingfei couldn't recognize.
He can be said to possess the talents of both Bo Ya and Zi Qi.