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They won't appear in front of us again after they leave.

There was nothing left around Maki.

Hearing Banami openly utter these astonishing words, Xiangzi seemed to no longer recognize the person in front of her, clenching her fists and showing a look of disgust on her face.

"That's disgusting."

Chapter 77 A World Without Correct Answers

"I guess I told him that I was going abroad."

Shiina Maki's light voice made it sound as if she wasn't talking about going abroad, but just taking a trip to Kyoto.

However, Riki seemed to understand what Maki was going to do in an instant, and anger welled up in his heart.

"Do you know what you're saying?" Li hope clenched her fists tightly, her teeth chattering.

Maki's expression remained unchanged as she said, "What exactly are you angry about? Are you angry that I did have an ambiguous relationship with Hanami, or are you angry that I forced Hanami to leave with me?"

But wasn't the former something you deliberately arranged, to leave me alone with Hana?

Li hope's face turned pale as she said, "Why would I do this? I've just been very busy lately..."

“It’s okay, Lixi. You can even deceive yourself. But even though we’re destined to become enemies, I’m still your sister, so I understand what you want to do.”

You didn't have the courage to know who Banami would choose now, so you deliberately left us alone and pretended not to know many things.

You want to gamble, gamble on whether Banami will betray you for me.

Lixi, whose inner thoughts had been exposed, lowered her head. In the past, her sister always called her a dodder, saying that she could only depend on others and that she lacked the courage to be independent.

Even though during this time, as long as she stayed with Maki, the two of them never had a chance to be alone, so Hanami would still be the husband who loved her.

But people's desires are always ever-growing; they are never satisfied.

Riki, who became Hanami's wife, became dissatisfied again, wanting Hanami to only have eyes for her.

Just as Maki said, she was gambling, gambling on the feelings accumulated over the past eight years, gambling on Hanami's humanity.

If Maki's car accident was a huge blow to Hanami and left a deep sense of guilt in her heart, then...

So, the day after the rainy night, when Banami told her that she had chosen Maki and broken up with her, it became an unspeakable thorn in Ritsuki's heart.

As Maki woke up, this thorn took deeper root, drawing blood from her.

Li hope could have chosen not to gamble, since the consequences of losing would be unimaginable. But even if she won, it would only mean witnessing Banami's love for her.

But she still placed the bet on this deal, even though it was clearly going to lose money.

"Love can indeed make people blind and greedy; in other words, it makes them more courageous."

Maki looked at Shiina Tatsuki in front of her with a somewhat dazed expression, even appearing to admire him.

Eight years of accumulated affection have finally made that timid younger sister a little different.

"So, actually, what we sisters did to Hanami-kun was the same, right?"

Hearing her sister's words, Lixi was momentarily dazed.

She deliberately created time for Hanami and Maki to be alone together so that she could see into her husband's heart.

Maki's departure from the country was essentially forcing that man to choose between her and Riki.

"If there's any difference, then Lixi, you just want to see that result."

"But I enjoy the process of his choice even more," Maki said, slightly narrowing her eyes.

"What exactly do you mean by that?" Li hope asked.

“If Banami chooses me, then he will have to give up a lot of things, such as his engagement with you, betraying his parents’ expectations, and breaking off his friendship with girls like Toyokawa Shoko and Nagasaki Motoyo. In short, he will have to give up everything he has as a ‘social being’.”

Hearing her words, Lixi's face turned even paler.

Maki's eyes became somewhat unfocused: "I've given up hope for family and love now, but the thought of Banami painfully sacrificing what she cherishes so much for me, as if she were tearing her own heart out, still makes me feel so happy."

My heart felt incredibly full and satisfied.

Only through painful comparison and sacrifice can one truly feel loved.

This is the answer that Shiina Maki found after her death, an answer called "genuine things".

"You're a madman!" Li hope shouted.

***

"Disgusting!" Toyokawa Shoko cursed without hesitation.

Although Teacher Da Xiang often breathes, it's rare to see him with such a ferocious look on his face when he's angry.

"Do you think you're some kind of savior, that only you can save Shiina Maki?"

"You think this is pure love? What are you being so self-indulgent about?"

Toyokawa Shoko's shoulders trembled; perhaps her anger stemmed from more than just Hanami's infidelity.

Although she was very sad, she could accept that Banami had chosen Ritsuki.

What she couldn't accept was that after choosing Tatsuki, Hanami cheated on him with Shiina Maki.

This shattered her feelings for the boy, making her feel as if she were the one who had been betrayed.

As Banami listened to Xiangzi's scolding, he slowly raised his head and sincerely asked, "So you mean I should watch Maki go abroad?"

Xiangzi was stunned for a moment. Now that Shiina Maki had gone abroad alone, no one knew what would become of her.

It wouldn't be surprising if news of her death came one day.

Xiangzi seemed to have something stuck in his throat.

She saw the indifferent smile on Banami's face and said, "If the world has never given me a correct answer, then at least let me be wrong with some peace of mind."

Xiangzi immediately became angry again: "You think it's so easy for you to betray Lixi and run away with Zhenxi?"

"At least, I convinced myself."

But no sooner had Yana finished speaking than another slap landed on her face.

Although he didn't think anything of it, when he looked up, he saw Xiangzi with tears streaming down her face and said, "Hanami, why have you become like this?"

I had already decided to wish you and Lixi all the best.

Do you know... just how much I liked you back then?

Because of her feelings for him, she was in even more pain when she had to watch him walk with his friends, and this pain lasted for eight years.

The only reason she did this was that she hoped Banami and Ritsuki could be happy.

But this belief was suddenly shattered today.

"I will never forgive you, Banami," Shoko said in a trembling voice.

“Hmm…” Banami said, her head lowered.

"From now on, we are no longer friends, and you should have nothing to do with me anymore. I... don't want to see you again."

After saying these words in a trembling voice, Xiangzi ran away in a panic.

As for Banami, she just sat there, without trying to stop the girl.

A drop of water fell onto the coffee cup in front of Hana.

The ripples on the water's surface seemed to sway in Banami's mind, a constant reminder of the memories she and Shoko had shared since they first met.

Ultimately, it all vanished into a tranquil nothingness.

***

Some time later, the man walked out of the coffee shop, and then someone stood in front of him.

Hana looked at Shiina Maki, who was now able to stand up, with a pale face.

He forced a smile that looked more like a grimace and said, "I will go abroad with you."

Maki walked over with some difficulty and then hugged him in her arms.

Her warmth seemed to finally cause the man, who had been holding on, to have a mental breakdown.

"Ahhhhh... Ahhhhh..."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaa..."

He cried like a child in Maki's arms.

Maki knew that he had just destroyed his purest and most beautiful first love with his own hands for her sake.

This should have made Maki happy and filled the emptiness in her heart.

And that was indeed the case. Seeing everything that Hanami did for her, Maki felt a sense of satisfaction she had never felt before.

To her surprise, feeling the man's body tremble, she also felt the same pain and regret.

Chapter Seventy-Eight: Bad End - The Eternity You Desired

Children, who lack reason, have the purest perception of love.

When they want attention from adults, they cry and fuss. If adults put down what they are doing and come over to hold them, they will feel satisfied and loved.

At this moment, what Maki is doing is essentially the same thing.

She needed to see Banami constantly giving up what was most precious to him for her, to feel that she was unique and that she was truly loved.

Even if the essence of this kind of love is not romantic love but responsibility.

But for Maki, who yearns for the "real thing," it doesn't matter.

However, when Maki gently embraced the distraught man and watched him break off his friendship with his first love for her sake, her emptiness was indeed filled. But to her surprise, seeing the man's current state, Maki also felt inexplicably reluctant and sad.

She can indeed feel loved in this way.

But she forgot that loving and being loved are two sides of the same coin; the one who receives love needs to reciprocate with equal affection.

Seeing her loved one suffer, Maki naturally felt the same pain.

"I will go abroad with you, Maki."

This thought, born from a sense of responsibility, seemed to become an obsession. Even though it was ugly and unacceptable to this society, Banami persisted.

Even though his heart is now shattered.

"That's enough, Hanami," Maki said in a slightly sorrowful voice.

"No, that's not enough." However, the man's gaze seemed to grow even more determined.

He said, "I told you, I would search for the real thing you want with you."

No matter the cost.

Maki looked at the man in front of her with tears in her eyes and a somewhat blank expression.

Just then, his phone rang.

"Hey, Banami, this is Suze. Aine is right next to me. I heard from Shoko that..."

Hanami took Maki's hand and said in a hoarse voice into the phone, "I'm coming to find you now."

"Hanami, what do you want to do?" Maki asked, sounding breathless.

It was nothing, just a magnificent and dazzling self-destruction.

Then, Maki witnessed Hanami taking the initiative to come to her close friend.

In front of Nagasaki Motoyo, Chihaya Aine, Takamatsu Akari, and others.

He told everyone, word by word, that he was going to abandon Riki and go abroad with Shiina Maki.

Maki could only watch from the sidelines.

Watching them angrily accuse and criticize the man, watching them directly hit him.

"Hanami, if you hadn't found me back then, I would probably be dead by now. I'm very grateful to you, but I will never... I will never forgive what you did."

"Hanami, why... why did it have to come to this? Do you know how much Riki was looking forward to your wedding? Why did it have to be Maki-senpai?"

"I hate it, the current Hanami."

Every word they said was like a sharp knife, cutting his heart piece by piece.

Maki simply stared at him, his face now completely drained of color.