Create MYGO second creation, but make them cry

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Perhaps the world isn't so hopeless; at least, Maki doesn't want to believe that the warmth she feels in her arms right now is fake.

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However, after the two left the hotel and Maki parted ways with him, it felt as if something had been planted in her heart.

But as intelligent as she was, she soon realized that what had been planted in her heart was a seed called "longing".

So, the girl, who wasn't so desperate about the world, went to the boy's place without permission.

Then she saw the boy who had given her warmth the night before, now embracing "herself" and giving each other warmth.

That was her younger sister.

Maki didn't understand why the two were hugging, but it didn't seem to matter much to her.

She hid in the corner, like an insect hiding in the shadows.

Her eyes were somewhat unfocused as she thought of the protagonist in the movie from yesterday, who deliberately chose not to leave the quagmire.

She whispered, "Only through pain, guilt, despair, and jealousy can one feel the existence of love."

She clenched her heart slightly.

At that moment, she finally understood how to obtain that answer: love that never fades.

She searched for the answer she was looking for.

As long as it's like the protagonist's deceased daughter, that's enough.

Chapter Seventy-Three: Being Loved

The setting sun cast its light on Maki's slightly pale profile in the classroom.

She looked at the boy who was on the verge of collapse with a slight smile and said, "I'm despicable, aren't I? I know that saying this is like blaming Hanami-kun."

Just like how my "suicide" was caused by you.

But actually, that's not the case. When I received the answer of death, I switched bodies back with Lixi. Coincidentally, Lixi was walking on the sidewalk at that time.

By the time I realized what was happening, a truck was already about to hit me.

I simply chose not to hide.

However, this explanation did not make Banami feel relieved or at ease.

Moreover, what worries him even more is Maki's current state. If death is the answer she seeks to forge eternal love, then now...

Maki gave an enigmatic smile and said, "Indeed, it's a bit of a pity. I should have succeeded. While I was asleep, my parents, Riki, Banami-kun, and everyone else were all thinking of me."

But now that I've woken up, everyone will gradually forget me again..."

As if enraged, Hanami slapped Maki hard across the face and said, "Shiina Maki, how could you be so selfish!"

Maki gently covered her face, but when she looked up, she smiled and said, "I'm so glad that you're angry with me, Hana."

Perhaps for the woman in front of her, someone being angry with her meant that they valued her, which was actually something that made her happy.

Banami felt a deep sense of powerlessness once again, while Shiina Maki was like a bird that had lost its feet, desperately flapping its wings, searching for a place where it could perch.

Seeing that he couldn't change her mind, Banai knelt down, took her hand, and whispered in a struggling voice, "Please, Maki, don't die."

Maki reassured the other person with a gentle smile, saying, "No, you won't. A person only dies once in society, and I've already squandered that chance."

Even if I were to die now, no one would care as much as before.

Maki said with a hint of regret.

She once thought that the true thing was blood ties, but she couldn't have it. Then, she thought that love was the true thing, but she was betrayed. Finally, she thought that the true thing was death, but then she woke up.

She kept chasing after that illusory flower, but each time it withered away in her hands.

Even though Maki said she would not try to kill herself again, the indifference she showed towards her own life made it impossible for Hanami to feel at ease.

He wanted to keep her; he didn't want to experience the pain of losing her again.

Even though she had just slapped Maki, the next moment Yana tightly gripped her hand and said, "I'll find it with you, whatever you want."

So, don't die.

Hearing the man's heartfelt plea, Maki, sitting in her wheelchair, looked down at him with a cold gaze.

"You're lying. I've already married Li hope, and I've already hugged Li hope."

From now on, like everyone else, Banami Yuu will focus on her family with Ritsuki and gradually drift away from her.

“Clearly, you betrayed me.” Maki’s tone became even colder.

She simply didn't ask for the reason, but that didn't mean she had forgotten the scene she had witnessed after that rainy night, where Hanami hugged her sister.

Maki felt as if something was clenching her heart.

"Hanami-kun, I used to think that you could be the one and only person in my heart."

That way, the emptiness in her heart could probably be filled, after all, the warmth she felt in a man's arms was not fake.

"But that was just wishful thinking on my part."

And Banami, who had betrayed her, could no longer be that unique presence in Maki's heart.

It's like a broken mirror; even if you piece it back together, it will still be covered in cracks.

Maki's words were like heavy hammer blows, striking Banami's heart and causing him to bleed continuously.

Shiina Maki slowly and somewhat laboriously stood up, causing Hanami to widen her eyes in disbelief.

There was a light sheen of sweat on her forehead, but she still managed to stand up.

She looked down at the boy who was still kneeling in front of her and said in a gentle voice, "I will recover soon. Tonight I will tell Lixi that I will move out of your house."

Whether we hire a caregiver or go back to the hospital, it doesn't matter, as long as you don't have to take care of me anymore.

That way you won't be in a difficult position, and you won't feel guilty towards me or Lixi.

From now on, I will walk my narrow bridge alone, while I will continue to walk with Riki on the broad road when I see you, Ba Nai.

I wish you all the best.

Birds without feet will continue to search for their habitat.

My body will not rot in the soil; I will die in the sky like a bird.

Today is both graduation and farewell.

Maki slowly and painstakingly left the classroom, alone, step by step. Then, she accidentally tumbled down the stairs. She struggled to climb back up and stood up with difficulty, despite being covered in abrasions.

Even though she was so selfish, ugly, lonely, and wretched, she would not give up trying to fill the void that had been constantly pulling at her like a whirlpool since her parents passed away.

It's likely that the woman named Shiina Maki was already broken the day her parents died.

She's just pretending to be a normal person.

But that has nothing to do with the man, Yana Miyu.

She stood on the steps, breathing with slight difficulty.

The next moment, someone took her hand and pulled her into their arms.

She slowly felt the other person's body temperature, gently closed her eyes, and said, "It's so warm, Banami-kun, but it no longer makes me feel at ease."

But the next moment, she looked at Banami in front of her with some surprise and took the initiative to kiss his lips. Even though his eyes were struggling in pain, he did not let go.

"Do you know what you're doing?" Maki asked with a smile.

But the man, whose heart was being torn apart, was unable to answer.

"After betraying me, are you going to betray Lixi too?" she said with a smile, every word tearing at his heart.

"I just... can't leave you alone."

Even if the price is that he himself is utterly ruined.

The image of that rainy night flashed through Banami's mind; when he held the girl in his arms, he made up his mind.

So he went to see Lixi alone.

"Lixi, I've made up my mind. I'm going to date your sister."

"sorry."

"I can't abandon your sister."

"Uh, I don't know if it's sympathy or liking... I guess it's liking."

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."

"Well, since you want to, then let's give each other a hug as a final gesture."

Banami embraced the woman before him. Even though he had explained, she was no longer the high school girl who had once been in his arms, and he had become Riki's husband in name and in fact.

Time will diminish the value of all truths, and what Maki wants is not the truth.

Banami heard Maki take a deep breath and then whisper in his ear, "In that case, I'll tell you another piece of good news."

“My mother has a distant cousin in Vienna. After she learned that I had woken up, she called me and told me something. She has no children and said she was willing to take care of me.”

I will leave Japan after I have recovered a little more.

I guess I'll never come back.

So, what would you do, Yanami Yu?

After family, love, and death, she once again found the answer to that real thing.

Maki saw the surprise and struggle on the man's face.

The emptiness in her heart seemed to be filled little by little.

This is probably what it feels like to be loved.

Chapter Seventy-Four: Crime and Punishment

"Hey, Banami, why did you suddenly call me out? By the way, it was raining so hard yesterday, where did you and my sister go? I couldn't get through to either of your phones."

"Yes, we were together last night..."

The girl felt a pang of unease seeing the boy's hesitant expression.

"You two slept together last night?!" Li hope exclaimed, her eyes wide.

Seeing that Banai was completely stunned, she said, "What are you saying?"

"You're still using my body, you bastard!" Li hope shouted in annoyance, her face flushing red with embarrassment.

"No, no!" Banami shook her head vigorously.

He was clearly shaking his head, but the boy looked guilty.

"Did he not sleep with her, or did he not sleep with her?" Li hope said with remarkable insight.

As a result, the boy's eyes started to wander again.

"Damn it!" Li hope shouted through gritted teeth.

Banai sighed softly and said, "Lixi, I called you out to tell you that I've decided to date your sister."

Seeing the boy in front of her seem to have made up his mind, Lixi felt as if her heart had been stabbed by a knife.

"Why? You clearly... don't like me, and... you can't even say you like my sister. The person you... really like is Toyokawa Shoko, right?" Riki said bluntly.

Banami looked surprised again and said, "Why would you think that?"

"I just don't say it, I'm not... stupid." Actually, even without the mind-reading player, Li hope could still understand this.

The only person that Banami Yuu truly loves is Shoko.

For a moment, the boy's eyes were a little dazed and sad, but in the end they turned into a firm determination as he said, "I just can't leave your sister alone."

He was determined to speak the truth.

"Xiangzi has the MYGO group, her own father and family, and she will also have her own band in the future."

“Su Shi has her mother to take care of her, and so do Ai Yin and Xiao Deng.”

"And you, Lixi, possess these same things."

"But Maki..."

She had nothing, so Banami found it increasingly difficult to abandon her.