svetikya Chapter 121
Chapter 121
My name is Zhou Zhijuan, 17 years old.
My father is a gambler and my mother is an alcoholic. When I was very young, they often quarreled over money.
My childhood memories are nothing but endless quarrels and accusations.
I watched other children happily carry their schoolbags to school.
I went home and asked my father about it, but I got a slap in the face.
I cried and went to find my mother, but found that her door could not be opened.
There was an unpleasant smell in the air.
I could only cover my face, stand at the door, and secretly wipe my tears.
I didn't dare to cry.
Because I was afraid of another slap from my father.
Later I learned that my father lost a lot of money that day.
So much that he threatened to sell me and my mother.
Later, my father disappeared.
A group of scary uncles smashed the house with sticks and cursed.
I could only hide under the bed and watch my mother, who was begging for mercy, being taken away by them.
After a long time, my mother came back.
She found me from under the bed, hugged me for the first time, and made me feel the warmth of home.
But I don't understand why she kept apologizing.
That day, facing the broken home, my mother was cleaning the house very seriously.
The next day, I received a gift from my mother.
It was the first gift of my childhood, a fluffy little bear.
I liked it very much.
But, since then, I have never seen my mother again.
I hugged the little bear, cried heartbreakingly, and looked for my mother everywhere.
Tired of running and crying, I hugged the little bear, sat in front of a blue sign, and fell asleep.
The police uncle who was out found me.
Later, I was fostered in a local welfare home.
Whenever I see other children living in a honeypot since childhood, I really envy them.
I don't have the care of my father or the love of my mother.
But over time, I seem to be used to living alone.
As I grew up, until one day, I met him in the factory.
That day I suddenly fainted at my workstation.
It may be because I was malnourished since childhood. I tend to feel dizzy after working for a long time.
He picked me up and took me to the hospital.
He bought me water and food, and took care of me in every possible way, which made me feel the warmth I had not felt for a long time.
Gradually, I seemed to have someone to rely on.
Until my birthday, he bought me a gift with his own monthly salary.
He put it on me with a smile, and whispered in my ear.
He said he would take care of me for the rest of my life.
I cried, and I fell in love with him completely in my heart, and accepted everything about him.
It seemed that only he could be entrusted with life.
But all this seemingly beautiful thing was completely broken last night.
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"Girl, come down quickly, it's not your fault!"
Shi Cong stood in front of the window and said nervously.
She never thought that the girl who was still emotionally stable after leaving the stage last night would climb up to the windowsill early in the morning when no one was around.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, it's all my fault."
The despair in the girl's heart gradually spread, like a spider silk, webbed her heart.
The girl's eyes were red and tears were flowing.
When the young man left, the heartless words appeared in front of the girl like a movie.
Her expression gradually collapsed.
Why did God treat her like this.
She lived in fear since she was a child.
Her father could beat her when he lost money, and her mother didn't care about her when she drank.
She was helpless since she was a child, and life bullied her, but she never gave up on life.
But why.
She could have chosen to believe in life again, but she was torn to pieces again.
Play around?
Just for fun!
Why did you say vows of love, why did you make a promise to take care of others for a lifetime.
The girl was heartbroken.
In fact, after that night, the girl realized that something was wrong.
The young man who had been taking good care of her suddenly changed his attitude.
In the face of the girl's concern, he often ignored her and often disappeared.
He always borrowed money when he came back and lost his temper.
Sometimes, he even made all kinds of excessive demands.
But the girl kept thinking about the vows made by the young man on her birthday night.
She endured silently and persisted, hoping to use practical actions to exchange the young man's love for her.
But all this only made the young man worse.
So much so that last night the girl was trembling with pain, but the young man was still indifferent.
He also looked as if it was a matter of course.
The successive blows made her cry like crazy.
In the ward and the corridor.
The heart-wrenching cry made people feel heartbroken.
Just when the girl was discouraged and ready to jump, a stern voice suddenly sounded at the scene.
"Is this your choice?"
"Are you ready to risk your life for an unworthy scum?"
"Your life is shattered, but he can continue to enjoy his life and deceive more girls. Is this the result you want?"
At some point, Xiao Chenguang was already standing in front of the girl.
At this moment, there was no smile on his face, and he looked at the girl like a tyrannical lion.
"I..."
The girl was stunned. She had never thought about this.
She only knew that her life was over and she had entrusted it to the wrong person.
In this era that values chastity, her experience will only be criticized by others.
She may even be scolded by the old people in the village as a woman who is immoral.
"You must remember that you are not living for others, but for yourself."
"There is more than one way to choose in life."
"Since your heart is dead, find your own way somewhere else."
Seeing the girl's expression, Xiao Chenguang knew that she just lacked the right guidance.
Although she went astray, she can always find her way back.
At such a young age, it is really not worth it to go on the road of suicide because of this incident.
"Do I have any way out?"
Hearing Xiao Chenguang's careful guidance, the girl's heart, which was originally in a state of collapse, began to waver.
"Of course, believe me, even if love is gone, there can still be family affection, career, etc."
"Get down from the table first. I didn't have a lot of trouble to perform surgery on you last night. I won't allow you to abuse your body like this."
Xiao Chenguang's unquestionable words were full of majesty.
It seemed that if the girl didn't listen to him, she would become an unforgivable sinner.
The seemingly reprimanding words shocked the girl's heart.
She looked at Xiao Chenguang, with an inexplicable throbbing in her eyes.
The girl's lips trembled, her eyes were red, and bean-sized tears slid down her cheeks to the ground.
She didn't know Xiao Chenguang.
The latter patiently guided her and helped her again and again.
The past experiences came to mind.
Regret and unwillingness surged in my heart.
For a moment, the girl was speechless. Even though she had a lot to say in her heart, it all condensed into one word of apology.
"Doctor, I'm sorry, I was wrong."