svetikya Chapter 136
Chapter 136
In the quiet room, Gu Feng had actually woken up when Su Qingyan came in.
He listened to Su Qingyan's deep reflection on her past and her inner self-torture.
He even saw the memories of Su Qingyan in his mind like a bystander.
Gu Feng was shocked and pitied. He didn't know that Su Qingyan had such a tortuous experience when she was a child, which made her emotionally confused.
"No wonder she always behaved so unnaturally when I was with her in the last life." Gu Feng thought to himself in his heart. At this moment, many doubts in the past seemed to have found answers at this moment.
It was because of this that Su Qingyan was so easily used as a pawn by Gu Chen in the last life.
A person who is ignorant in the emotional world and does not know how to treat emotions correctly often trusts the person who has been with him for a long time first.
For Su Qingyan at that time, Gu Feng might just be a piece of the puzzle that appeared in her life just to follow the concept of love, a part to choose from.
At that time, she only knew that marriage was a necessary path in life. As for the marriage partner, as long as she didn't feel disgusted, it didn't seem to matter too much.
"Although you said before that the false evidence was given to you by Gu Chen, coupled with the emotional problems caused by your original family, all of this seemed to be deliberately arranged by God. But I was indeed hurt, which cannot be denied.
But it's really a coincidence that a flawed person meets another flawed person, and the two can still be together for a lifetime. If I could have known your flaws earlier, then could I... also guide you out of the quagmire."
Gu Feng thought so in his heart, and his thoughts unconsciously fell into his own thinking space.
He began to combine his current understanding of Su Qingyan and re-examine the various scenes of her getting along in the last life.
Gu Feng's emotional outlook has been honed to be extremely correct since childhood in a difficult growing environment.
Growing up in hardship, he is more sensible and mature than other children.
From childhood to adulthood, he has always been struggling in the quagmire of life. The days of dire straits have taught him the wisdom of survival.
He clearly knows what kind of people he can fight against and in what situations he should endure and retreat. It is this deep insight and precise grasp of life that enables him to survive tenaciously in adversity.
However, who is willing to be humble in life? It's just that they are forced to do so and have no choice.
When it comes to feelings, Gu Feng's heart is a hot and sensitive world.
When he first met Su Qingyan in his childhood, her every smile, every move, and even her stunning beauty.
Like a magic key, it instantly locked Gu Feng's heart, making his eyes stay only for her from then on.
Knowing the huge gap between them, Gu Feng never expected to marry her one day.
But people always find it hard to resist things that move their hearts at first sight.
Gu Feng is the same. He can't help but care for Su Qingyan. As long as it is within his power, even if it is a star in the sky that is out of reach, he is willing to work hard to pick it for her.
At first, this pure and persistent behavior may be called "affectionate".
But as time goes by, in the eyes of the world, it is gradually labeled as "licking dog" and "boiling sheep".
Gu Feng's way of treating love is very simple and simple. Once he identifies the other party, he will give his all to him without reservation.
He always believes that true love can move everything in the world.
Although he finally got Su Qingyan as he wished and spent a sweet time with her, Su Qingyan's performance at that time was like a cold robot. Those mechanical kisses and hugs had no emotional warmth.
This is very different from the love that Gu Feng longed for in his heart, but he did not choose to give up because of this.
On the contrary, he took more care of Su Qingyan, taking on all the trivial matters outside of her work, hoping to slowly melt the ice in her heart with his sincerity.
In his opinion, if he could accompany Su Qingyan in a plain life, it would be a wonderful journey of life.
Just when Gu Feng's thoughts returned, he pretended to have just woken up and slowly opened his eyes in a daze.
Seeing this, Su Qingyan hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Pretending to be relaxed and indifferent, she smiled and said, "Wake up, do you want some snacks?"
After saying that, she wanted to get up and go to the snack shelf next to her to choose snacks.
Gu Feng reached out and gently pulled her, then pulled her back to the bed with a little force, and slowly got up.
"I'll get it, youI'm tired from work. I'll have some snacks and take a rest. I'll order you a cup of milk tea. "Gu Feng said gently, and at the same time he skillfully set up the bedside table next to the bed.
He opened a bag of boneless chicken feet and a bag of potato chips and placed them neatly on the table. Then he went outside to get a tablet and handed it to Su Qingyan, hoping that she could relax.
Su Qingyan was a little overwhelmed by Gu Feng's sudden caring behavior.
"What's wrong? You're so nice to me all of a sudden. It won't be the last meal." She joked in her heart, and then she instantly became a drama queen and held Gu Feng's arm tightly.
She said in a horrified manner: "What's wrong with you? I'm so scared of you like this."
This emotion is so sensitive and fragile in her heart. She is afraid that this sudden happiness is just an illusory dream that will pass in a flash.
Gu Feng looked at her like this, with a gentle smile on his face, and whispered to comfort her: "I'm not leaving, don't be afraid. "
"You must be in my life."
What Gu Feng was thinking was, "She must be in my life. No matter whether the final outcome is good or bad, her figure will always accompany him and witness the joys and sorrows of his life."
When Su Qingyan heard this, she couldn't help but feel a little confused and imaginative: "? Is this a confession? No, it must be a test. I have to hold on. "
After a while, the milk tea was also served.
Su Qingyan leaned on the soft headboard, seemingly concentrating on watching the TV series on the tablet, but in fact, most of the time her eyes were secretly on Gu Feng.
Gu Feng did not sit on the bed, but moved a small stool and sat quietly beside the bed, staring at the picture on the tablet.
However, in fact, neither of them really focused on the things in front of them.
Their thoughts were still wandering in the previous thinking space, as if they were silently constructing what they thought was the happiest ending in their hearts.
It was a beautiful future full of love and hope, without regrets and pain, a world that belonged only to the two of them.